I miss the the sense of authenticity and enthrall I derived from my cosmological ‘unusual beliefs’. I’m thinking of quitting APs to speed up the process. I’m becoming a beautiful thing.
We both have solipsism. Lol
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We are both right. Solipsism makes a show of rejecting intersubjectivity, but in reality its purpose is to collectively encompass mankind’s efforts at redemption.
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This is such a hard thing for me to say because I have the exact same things. But before you go off APs please share this with your pdoc. They will be able to help you adjust to a change in meds.
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I recently discussed it with my psychologist and I will be discussing it with my pdoc next week. Let’s see what comes off it.
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Good luck! 1515
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I recently upped my meds. Improperly medicated schizophrenia is a private hell, I find.
I read the book biocentrism which I thought was ■■■■■■■■. Basically it said solipsism is true in the extreme sense and each person/each consciousness has their own reality in their mind where the external world isn’t real. He believed in the Copenhagen interpretation of quantum mechanics. I believe in many worlds theory. Do we live in a sim? I don’t know and try not to care. Its a daily struggle. Don’t think I go a day without questioning my reality.
I sometimes think there are people outside this reality like in the movie the matrix, where there are 7-8 people dreaming. 7 -8 dimensions or variables + 4 dimensions of space time. That gives 11-12 dimensions total. Outside the simulation should be another earth or universe simulating us. M theory.
I guess its similar to a window or terminal on a computer and how one interacts like a browser.
I sometimes take on the stance we live in a Christian simulation that is cyclical or repeats itself.
I was told 2 computer simulations exist.
Philip k dick said a variable was changed. I feel like I changed that variable. Its odd. I feel like I made it out of the simulation before and ran it with other people. I’m stuck here now and I experience consciousness transfer or reincarnation.
It sucks. I have no proof but it is like a maze that I’m uncovering. These are my thoughts.
There should be infinite amount of dimensions in a theoretical sense. Its odd because if many worlds theory is really true, why am I always sick and am in a time loop that begins in 2013? Might be a false reality with constraints. I’ve been to alternate realities before.
I just have the memories.
I found out we live in a torus universe.
I’m currently reading an excellent biography of Philip K Dick by Emmanuel Carrere, I don’t know if you’ve come across it. It explores in some depth the issues you raise.
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I’m already stuck in a private hell where the meds are the goalers.
I’m genuinely curious. Do you mean the people’s dreams are what is making our reality? Why 7-8 and not infinite? Sometimes I get caught up thinking that there are infinitely many realities caused by these people outside the “matrix” running their sims. It would make sense as to why there is localization of waves to particles for there to be many realities. It seems to be a boundary like in video games, an invisible wall to keep us from going out of bounds. Parameters set up by some outside force. The wildest part is that measurement of these waves are what creates the localization otherwise it’s all just probability.
But maybe it has nothing to do with “outsiders” and there are just infinitely many worlds due to the nature of quantum particles, idk. The fact that consciousness is the only thing that can calculate the measurement though, is certainly strange. Seems like everything only comes into (non probability) existence when we measure it with sight, touch, hearing, etc. What is more solipsistic than consciousness determining what our reality is.
I assumed that the outsiders were infinite and that they using some kind of computer to run the sims. Though they could be dreaming them too. Why do you think it’s 7-8?
I’ve heard m theory described as a bunch of ever expanding bubbles containing universes. I believe with another (or possibly multiple other) dimensions that we are unaware of, that people in other bubbles are aware of, they can watch us. Especially if our bubbles have expanded into each other. Just as we are able to look in on 2 dimensional worlds without the 2d people being aware of us because they have no concept of a 3rd dimension. Potentially the extradimenrional people walk the same grounds as us, observing, but because we cannot understand this other dimension we cannot be aware. I am aware of them though. I am still looking for a theory that would describe how that is possible. Maybe my brain is just different.
Why 2013? Is that as far back as you can remember of this life?
I get chills reading this. Ive never met another person who has been to alternate realities too. What are your experiences like if you don’t mind sharing? And how do you get there? Can you choose when/where to go?
I’ve been waiting for a sign to get back to one in particular but it seems like I keep getting stuck. The extradimensionals seem to need me there but I can’t figure out how to get there when I need to be there.
How did you find out?
I’m sorry about all of the questions. I haven’t found anyone to talk to about this stuff and I think you are farther ahead of this than I am.
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Are you okay to talk about this a bit further? I’d like to PM you but I don’t want to push things for you… I know this kind of thing can be a rabbit hole.
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Ya sure go ahead.
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