I haven’t slept in 24 hours, feeling really faint, and wondering if I’m being stripped of my past 
So I actually went around 36 hours without sleep and was feeling like I was about to leave this world.
I’ve slept now and feel back to normal, so that’s ok I guess.
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Hey Gagis,
Maybe we genuinely have a lot in common and I mistook coincidence for (more sinister) meaning. As though you were following me.
Anyway I’m sorry you don’t sleep better. We share that in common as well.
I have been following someone on the internet, not you, another teacher who I contacted, I don’t know why, I find it hard to let sleeping dogs sleep.
Are you and @BigBlue… smurf accounts?
It’s just a feeling, and some say feelings can never be wrong… 
No, Quixotic, I only have one account, though I have often thought it would be nice to be able to have more…
I engage with you because you give me a vehicle to “say things”, by this singling of me out, and putting the spotlight on me.
I’ve paid a decidedly expensive ‘toll’ for mistakes made in BUSINESS. But I have a thick conscience and learned myself pretty good.
Finally you make me feel like a ‘pretty girl’ in unsavory circumstances… perhaps because I like to talk, something you enjoy ‘wrecking’ for all.
Why else would I deserve this parrying of compliments mixed with creepy throwaways and parting shots
I don’t know, I’ve always like Platonic relationships with people I think have more life experience than me. I don’t really know you though, it’s just a feeling I get from how you write, you write really well.
You misuse words almost by rule and they jump off the page to me.
And I’d be more tempered if I got some mileage from admitting I perceived I was being gaslit by sock puppets. Or that I craved reality testing.
I seriously mean it when I say I want to understand ‘man’ more. We’re probably both stuck in a rut of feeling ineffectual but only one of us is being constructive about it all.
We’re all stories… maybe start telling yours for once. It might just be ‘sticky’ to people.
You’d friggin like me. I don’t plan on ‘going quietly’, I plan on “giving it” to people.
It’s in doing the opposite that makes people think MORE … so in that sense I’m showing restraint… balance … and decency.
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