Okay before just now it was just mainly thought broadcasting. Now its hearing voices. Inside my head. ■■■■. Every time I close my eyes to try to go to sleep I get scared. They start talking when I close my eyes and I feel like someone’s in the room with me. Is this the beginning of an episode?
You guys I really need meds. I’m well aware. I have to say something soon. Stress makes everything worse… :’( I know people aren’t religious here but please pray for me. I’m also seeing figures in the dark. 
and this weird looking small orb of light. It moves around fast… Its kinda like a shape shifter. ■■■■ idk. I’m scared because this is the first time the voices have been loud and clear inside my head. I’m scared of how they’re going to treat me. I’m sort of bracing myself.
Do I respond to the voices? No… Right?
One just whispered “I’m here” …
They’re not real. Talking to them is a waste of energy and effort that can be expended on more productive activities. Watch a show that will cheer you up, pet a cat, go for a walk, have a cup of tea, or maybe read something informative if you’re able. All much better use of your time than playing with voices that don’t exist beyond being a few misfiring synapses.
This is the first time the voices actually talked directly at me.
Its usually me thinking its a family member, or its my own thought heard out loud. Or its a friend.
Nope… This time its a straight up voice …
Its actually really pretty scary. It sounded like me. I’m glad it’s not a scary voice I guess.
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My friend, i suggest you call the hospital. I will pray too
Mine are all pretty much scary. I’ve spent over two decades learning to ignore them. Not a single prediction they have ever made has come true. Not a single threat they’ve made has been followed up on. It’s all just noise. I know it feels like more than that, but I promise you it isn’t.
can you check into hospital? you can get on meds quicker.