So I guess that I think so much since years, just this, that I have this pressure in my head now. Its bad and disabling when you have so many anxious thoughts and others.
Plus, its an obstacle for the positive emotions I find. I also find that still in my mind, everything is possible sometimes. Of course, there is the other poll, where I cant see the light of the tunnel, but sometimes everything is possible for me beyond every moral or values or limits which is not so good… Like somebody said it here (quote)- ‘’ the genius has its limits, the insanity-no’’…
Did you have pressure like this you too? My Zyprexa was never a help on this. I don’t understand how antidepressants and mood stabilizers can help me on this, but for this, I try the lithium now. I wait now, theres no hope for me on this anymore from the Zyprexa…
I don’t quite understand what you’re describing, but I hope the lithium helps.
Hi, hi
I just saw my ill best friend for the night. she came at my house to spend the new year with me wow 
She is recovering, she is on clopixol. It was nice to see someone besides my mother yeah slight_smile:
Idk, people, but I feel something in my head. Sometimes I feel like I am just fake to others. Sometimes I just have those thought blockages caused probably by the pathological withdrawal… I feel dumb too. I talk, but its like my head is not free from the pressure inside… Idk if lithium will help… It continues to be painful. Do I think too much maybe? I am afraid that I am mentally retarded… I should ask my doctor if I can get my life back after 15 years of isolation. I feel like an ovni who landed on this earth after so much time alone…
Do you remember a time when you were not feeling like this
I had my good moments when I was 18 for the last time @shellys12 But in fact, with the illness, my memory is quite oppressed too already. My friend was talking to me and it was like a flow of words who didn’t reach my intellect. I was hearing her, I was talking to her, I was communicating but I wasn’t ‘‘feeling’’ it in a way. I told you, I am afraid I am mentally retarded… It could be an anxiety thing too on the other hand, which makes me think too much and cant process good the information around me, but I am not sure 
Sounds like depression and anxiety which can involve feelings of confusion and thinking and worrying do you not want to try antidepressants it’s about finding the right one
@Anna1, good evening, now I am not advising you but asking. Is it possible to put whole the schizophrenic mind out side of our brain? . Some body may think I always talked stupid.
@anon68148378 bade kya karreho ho …aaj to bida tha na…
Yes, maybe its depression or the negatives shellys… I am quite confused I find. I find that I cant distinguish the truth from the rest, but I could be wrong… My doc is afraid that ill make a psychosis on antidepressants. Some of them lifted my fears and my psychosomatic sensations…
Anna have u tried rispridal…i am on it … it helps in my fear and sleep…u could talk to ur shrink…
Oh, its the only ap that I never tried. Does it help fears you think? I was on invega though, I thought it was similar…
Yes anna it is one of the popular and effective medication… u can try it any time dear…take care and think about it…
People, why do I feel my brain in my head like this? is it cause I am limited on my thinking or probably the opposite (I think too much on dumb things)? Sorry for this weirdo symptom, even the docs cant understand me on this… It can get sometimes to a sharp pain, its like every day death… A negative symptom, a positive one, which one? Its like my brain is squeezed in my head and I see all the life in dark lights. Maybe its my Zyprexa, but I am not sure. Gosh, I am a wreck. For my mom, I am just a lost cause…
It sounds to me like a kind of anxious obsession
Many years ago I experience strange things like I used to feel my eyes are going funny like a weird obsession with my eyes that eventually wore off
It is psychological
Yeah, but I lack reason too. I am sure of this. I wonder if my ap just doesn’t make worse the things on this dumbness…
I always feel like heavy headed. I think my brain is dying…
I see zeno, but the brain cant die really. You know, my sis says we have “soul” disease lol… maybe in my case, i remained depressed for too many time. Maybe thats the problem. I continue the lithium though… i dont feel it tbh but maybe it will work with time. I just noticed that on it, i have less alogia.
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