The men put cameras around my dads house. They will be watching me if my sister and I go see him. My dad is in on it. They are teaching him survival skills and telling him what they see about me. And he talks about me to them. They’re going to get me if I go. They are done just watching. I know my dad is going to trick me. I have no where to hide. They follow me everywhere.
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@LilyoftheValley, it’s getting late. Our minds run rampid this late. That is a delusion. I heard my mom talking about my future (like predicting it) back in 2016 to her AA sponsor and I heard the sponsor say stuff that was like she was reading into my soul. I still feel weird when my mom brings the sponsor up and I think the sponsor is evil BUT I know it’s a delusion, yet I still believe it. It sucks when family members are put into delusion. Don’t let it ruin father’s day, please
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i think you may be having some hallucinations and delusions @LilyoftheValley hope youre doing okay
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God told me if I follow scriptures I’ll be ok when I visit my dad. I have to read scripture and serve God.
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@LilyoftheValley, God told me today that He wants me to go out and do evangelizing work with an evangelizing organization. I know an organization I can do it with. It’s with my Church.
It’s good that you want to serve God.
There are no men following you by the way.
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God just gave you a sign. You know its going to be ok. 
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hey @LilyoftheValley i hope youre doing okay. reading the scriptures is a great thing as is serving God. Part of serving God is taking care of our health including our mental health. I believe that everything will be fine when you see your dad. He loves you and cares about you. I think you should try to get some medicine so that you can sleep and relax a bit and then after a while the voices youre hearing might go away and you can go back to how it was before you started hearing all this stuff. Your dad is a good person and will help you figure out what to do about all this
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How do you know whether my dad is a good person or not @anon92887483?
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@LilyoftheValley you are sealed by the Holy Spirit
Nothing can prevail against you. You serve God and read his word and he will be with you to get you thru it
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Sorry if that was a trigger, im assuming he’s good because hes your father and loves you
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@LilyoftheValley, sorry you are having such scary thoughts. Im sure they arent following you and especially your dad isnt in on anything bad. God protects you and it will be okay. He indeed would want you to take good care of yourself.
Do you have any guidelines for what to do when feeling bad? Take extra meds, call someone, sleep?
Also, can you see if there was a reason you were triggered, that you can take away? Were you tired, did anything happen that made you stressed?
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I used to think my wife was in on it. And my Dad too. I had good reason too also but I don’t think like that anymore.
They may have been in on it in the beginning but they aren’t anymore.
My wife always asked me where was her Lexus if she was working for the government.
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My father was extremely abusive. So much so he lost all rights to see me or have any contact with me. He seems changed now so I’m getting to know him again. But he might not really be different. That might all still be a part of him. My mother severely neglected me and I was emancipated at 16. My mother and I are now close - she’s genuinely sorry. I don’t have trouble believing my dad could turn against me.
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Hey im really sorry to hear that and i apologize i didnt know.
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I’m really scared about all this. I don’t have meds to take to calm me down. I just have my regular meds.
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Thanks for the apology.
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Pianogal have you ever realized that these are delusions? Why would these men want to spy on you and follow you? The men dont care about what’s going on in your life.
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They thought I was an agent for the us, now they think I work for someone else. They want answers but their boss told them to leave me alone. But if I do something wrong they’ll come after me.
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I do not believe there are men following you and plotting with your father to hurt you. But with this story i understand why you are scared and visiting your father is triggering. That is understandable. Im so sorry you had to go through that.
I noticed, perhaps the same goes for you, my mind sometimes exaggarated real stories. So someone really threatened me, but i would get so scared that i started to think they were in the maffia etc. Or a threat from the past would make me frightened in the now.
Is visiting your dad in any way helping you? Or you do it only for him?
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I’m trying to overcome my past. I also want to believe he’s different now.
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