The issue of privacy

DX'd - Sz/SzA
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I feel like mine gets invaded and that I am like on display – like a horse for sale.

even when I go to the bathroom, it is really insane.

anyone?

judy

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Not so much on meds, but before I felt I was always on camera

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I feel like everywhere i go people can hear what i’m thinking. It sometimes causes me not to go out for that reason. It seems sometimes like there’s no privacy to be had with sza. I feel you on that.

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I feel like I’m always monitored

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I always feel like I am being watched and recorded too, and I have a recurring nightmare of being forced to live naked inside a glass house.

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Even on meds I feel like this is a thing or even could be a thing. It’s eroded my sense of shame by necessity. I don’t know whether that’s a good thing.

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Sz voices violate all privacy and it sometimes gets me so flustered that I feel like confessing every evil thing I’ve ever done to some random human being simply out of remorse.

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Sounds terrible Judy; are you on medication?

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I used to think people followed me, or that there were cameras in my apartment or even that I was being watched by people that were not even part of our ‘real’ world and were like demons or something.

It sounds dumb but I’ve got to the point now where I feel like I don’t even care any more about the fact that I feel like I’m being monitored and examined all the time. I can’t do anything to stop it, if it’s some kind of larger scheme, and if it’s not real and just in my head then it doesn’t matter. So basically, either way, it is not worth me getting upset about it.

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I think it is quite common for people who undergo psychosis to feel this way. I for one felt like I was being tracked last week on the internet but after talking about it I knew it was unrealistic.

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yes schizolawyer i am on meds.

thanks everyone for your input. it feels good to have company. judy

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Yes all the time it comes & goes to different degrees

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I have had such issues.

Much more many years ago though.
Not so much now.

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Yes, it is part of my so called delusion that i’m being monitored - cameras and recording devices set up in my house or in things people give me. Also that people are following me in their cars and can hear what i’m thinking. There is no such thing as privacy anymore. Everybody has to know something about you. Like an experiment. Cruelty, just to see what you’ll do.

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