I wonder if my mental illness is why she has cut me off, it has happened a few times, with other peoplpe, I can only assume that it is my illness or it’s just my personality that makes people want to block me out. Maybe I’m better off without these friends anyway, but now i have to find new ones to go out places with and thats not easy for me.
Likely you’ll never find out but life moves on. How is your job search going?
I’m still looking, but I have told this agency to put a hold on searching for me. I think I will stick to part-time, it just better for my health overall.
Are you a member of a mental health club ish, these are places you’ll meet likeminded folk who have been through it…
I was best friends with my college buddy for like 6 years. He had a bipolar father who was prone to driving around the country at random. I often offered him advice and we got along great. Until I lost my mind and became delusional for a couple of years. Then he totally ghosted me. Last time we spoke was eating dinner with us and my mom (he was a friend to the family as well, not just me) but I was still coming out of psychosis and was visibly agitated.
I wish he knew I was better, I miss hanging out. Maybe it wouldn’t make a difference if he did, who knows.
Making friends is tough. We were friends originally because we were both kind of outcasts.
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