I’ve done some amazing things in my life. I’ve pulled off some amazing achievements with more to expect. Unlike most people in the world I never aspired to be a lazy man that could not live as fully as I could for my God and my country as well as for the sake of my aspiring family tree and anyone outside of it who’d take look.
But the finest feeling I’ve ever felt is that air between me and the rest of the people.
Sz is like a mental boiling plate, and if my mind’s parrots or what you like to call them, “voices,” make a peep, then I’m melting inside; boiling to the point of all extremes like exhausting, bewilderment, angry, saddened to abyss…but it can be happy too which you have to watch out for. I’ve remarked before that at my age I have lived through so much pain, agony, and extremes of every feeling for such long standing extreme duration of my life that I’m like a burnt out, hollowed tree trunk caked with thick charcoal briskets all around compared to the green core of a sapling or the rock hard core of a conventional adult man or woman. What’s amazing is that though the core is burnt out, the tree still lives, and supports it’s own weight. To tell you the truth a tree is only alive on the outer parts, and most of the insides are dead like a fingernail or an antler.
It’s a hlll of a feat to work and accomplish all of the while I staved off that kind of mental boiling plate situation like constant, nusiant bats or something endlessly getting in my face and disturbing everything I’m thinking and doing. I believe in body building, and weight is added to a gym workout not to make anyone weaker. This kind of weight on the mental faculties while you work makes one stronger in my experience, so that you can accomplish even greater feats. I’d never have gone so far in my life’s work and duties if I were just an average Joe with that constant, mental barrage of batty extremes. The feats of the average Joe is piddly sticks to me work load capacity, but he makes friends better than I do. Hehe
It’s strange…so danned strange…how playing around with the fantasy of ESP for a while in one’s life can eventually fragment the personality and language faculties in a gallery of interactive personalities making it so that my thoughts, feelings, and senses develop in a way that they represent not my own inner essences, but they develop in a way that they represent no other than others’ personalities in a pseudo ESP hall or pseudo ESP world like paradigm. And make no mistake about it, it is a working pseudo ESP world view paradigm with all of its own rules and consequences similar in some ways between all sz people, but unique in many ways distinctly from one sz person to another.
This one thing…this one fantasy about my inner mental essences might be equipped with ESP message reception like any chat forum in the world where anyone can just post their thoughts or feelings on is obsurd, I know that, but it’s never going to not be amazing how that fantasy becomes a row of mental parrots, and then it becomes a living conspiracy theory all around me as though the real world were not real any more but all of reality was governed by superstitions written into this laws of the universe. I mean try telling that one to a bunch of friends at a cocktail party. 
But really that kind of thing is unimaginable to most people, and it should frighten any sensible person with the threat of have to live a life like that, but to actually have lived it day by day on end for many years would give you Chronic PTSD for sure. No, that’s on every calendar day for the sz culture, but what is surprising though is the fact that the prevailing discipline of science of which studies this area does not recognize that the paranoia of sz people is simply CPTSD. And then again they still believe it must be genetic causes to arrive at the cultural personality of sz individuals. No, it’s not genetics that are the cause any more than people who are more prone to fainting in fear or like tons of turmeric on their food is the effect of genetic predisposition.
What it is is simply a hitch in the personality center where instead of learning how to talk to real people the sz person developed the area between the ears into the kind of thing where talking to imaginary folks is the norm. There’s no more relation between the genetics of that kind of person’s brain and his or her malnormity than trying to relate broken bones to the cause of it. You see this is only about interpreting data information. Yes, when you read letters on a page, you interpret data. When you see any form of the 5 senses, you interpret data instantly and intricately. But what its that you missed is that when a person interprets the data of the exotic food as being good or even divine, or the person interprets the self as sounding good or not good, and then you go where to force people to eat the same food would cause a revolt, and to try to imitate the way people are proud to speak in the other land would only cause people to laugh and ignore you possibly, then you are getting closer to what it is that is happening in the sz personality feature. Remember: SZ = Culture. Not disease, but it is a belief paradigm that is woven into the personalty in a way that misinterprets data.
So, this will clinch the concept I’m trying to demonstrate. When you see an example of genitalia, you are either repulsed, or you are stimulated. It’s the same with many designs. But that is only physical properties which your mind has a personality feature for discerning what is good and what is not good. Technically good and not good is nothing but a matter of subjective personality, but to look at these physical properties’ patterns that they exist in through the lens of the individual personality, the data is interpreted as having the good or not good value. It’s completely subjective. It’s completely individual personalty. It’s an illusion that is placed by the mind over the data, thus distorting the true view of that data.
When one is young, music, colors, designs, and genitalia stimulate the mind in an extreme way compared to an senior adult. It is like comparing nuclear bombs to cap guns. The effects are just not as overwhelming, so the subjective opinion is there, but it is not necessarily going to distract or overwhelm the senior adult that is trying to think rationally and logically without disruption from the irrelevant mental faculties.
So what we are discussing in the sz culture is a matter of this developed illusion of interpretation of the data, but it is unique in that the self made belief for interpreting the data of the feelings, thoughts, and sense of the surrounding world is not real, but instead the interpretative illusion of this unique personality trait is that these things are ESP in communication and the subjects of superstition in interpretation. For instance, one’s thoughts are another’s messages, and stepping over the cracks of the sidewalk and seeing hidden messages in the words on signs and times on the clock mean something they do not.
It is just a matter of interpretation, and this is not confusing to most of the rest of the world. It’s just personality and culture, but it is baffling when the sz person cannot function successfully without being overcome by the living conspiracy theory that is onset by this ongoing, false interpretation of the inner essences and the surrounding physical world including the people in it.
Given that the personality phenomenon is simply the neural network having been codified in a unique way of interpreting the production of mental data, the scientists cannot find any physiological clues regarding it because there are no physiological deformities involved that are unique to all sz people any more than malformities are related to any other kind of personality in the world. This is more of a cultural, ideological, and language development question than a physiologic one, and that is nothing that can be studied physiologically. In fact I doubt the common psychologist is equipped for the study of the real factors involved in sz. Instead the experts in the fields of personality, influence of suggestion, and leadership found in government psyop and propaganda programs, corporate marketing, and political campaigns yet none the less the most influential leaders of regimes, religion, and literature would be better suited for exploring the cause and effect parameters of sz such as how people can become less affected by it as and how to prevent it.
Do you want to know how to prevent sz? Information. Just knowing the truth about the mind and how misinterpreting those essences of the inner self can lead to misinterpreting data for many years or all life in a dangerous way is enough to prevent it from becoming an issue. At the time of exploring ESP fantasies, the person only needs to recall that education, and it will become impossible form the fragmentation of the personality phenomenon or neural faculties to view the self and the world as being a gallery of ESP personalities. Rather than acquainting with or quarreling with these presumed personalities as in imaginary people, they’re mind will simply resort to how they know that everyone knows that it’s just the mind’s parrots that are only an extension of the expressive self. Rather than drawing a border between what is the self and what parts of the self are other personalities with ESP in direct communication, that neural patter is simply never codified, but instead it is overwritten with practical patterns for interpreting what the inner self really is especially what it really is not.
Sz culture proves that it is key to interpret what the inner essences are not. They should be representations, and they should never become another individual of any kind or dimension that senses what oneself is thinking, feeling, or sensing. The inner mind should remain invisible to all but one’s own interpretations, and teaching how this works will prevent the personality malformity from happening.
Also language and culture assimilation as well as skill acquisition would be better suited for the study of sz because the sz illusion that overlies mental data is simply learned, and then it is simply practiced when life becomes bad as an escape for answers to overwhelming problems like a trapped dog trying to scratch his way out of a room. In other words curiousness about the mind and other minds in combination with ESP creates that “fire escape” where thoughts, feelings, and sensations might be from other minds of any kind imaginable (sz people are creative), but when life really becomes a failure or a matter of desperation and/or fear, the sz has simply vacated the normal paradigm and moved out onto that made up “mental fire escape” with imaginary friends as the last hope and as a privilege of being ESP when there are none to few perceived privileges in life.
Sz is absolutely without a smidgen of doubt a social scenario in the sociological context of intramental interactions rather than the common denominator of sociology which is purely based on intermental social interaction between real people or animals at this time because science has not advanced into the bloc psychology scientists who have first hand experience living with sz.
The Finest Feeling
It’s the finest feeling when your mind literally and fully realizes without it’s own, involuntary doubt that those personalities are just your mind parroting people’s voices you’ve heard in memory from the past whether years ago or a split second ago mimic with the precision of a parrot or even closer to a lyer bird who mimics voices and sounds with no room for a difference between the sounds they’ve heard. It’s a cool, refreshing feeling when your mind says to itself without pushy word or uncomfortable feeling that the only personality over there is your own unique and invisible one which is not over there but is right there inside of you sensing the external world the way it was meant to be sensed.
You instantly know that no one can touch nor see nor sense your invisible self within in any way in the universe. The feeling comes over you no differently than a subtle cool, spring breeze in the broiling hot desert telling you the summer’s roast has ended. There is nothing like…that feeling of nothing there but air…real air…not some made up air of conspiracy that would have all of your inner essences exposed overtly to be criticized and constantly a matter of skepticism of someone’s concern at every turn of every tiny nuance of every minute consistently throughout the years.
There is nothing like the normal, cool air of normal theory of mind as sweet as the goodness of the first years of life.
The extreme creative flexibility of the malleable mind is like nothing else in this universe. It is a phenomenon all it’s own in the ranks with the universal phenomena of light, gravity, and energy itself. I can’t express to anyone how amazed at this phenomenon I am. It is a concept of endless intrigue, but it is invisible, so it is a concept rarely understood, much less spoken about, and most dangerous yet the most promising productive elemental resource we have. Ahhh! I am just awestruck.
And the sz people are just a hue of the palette of directions that minds can take themselves in making them no different than any other culture where a common ideology shapes the way they see their world whether in India, Tibet, Communism Central of China, Inclusion Central Europe and North America, or the Mount Temple in Israel, and yet the sz culture is diverse in itself because there are so many variations within each culture around the world.
And I say sz people are a culture of their own because we all who live now and in the past at some point fundamentally embarked on a kind of faith in the belief that ESP communication is a fundamental factor of human existence which reshaped the way their minds work on the most intrinsic and intricate neural level to create a paradigmatic world view that has baffled scientists for centuries and all phases of people since before history’s records. In comparison, this is like the people that can bend over backwards placing their heads between the legs below their buttocks who can ties themselves up in pretzels yet as mental as the involuntary intuition that allows some people through years of practice from the time of youth to send a projectile a mile to hit a target the size of a box fan while the wind blows on it from adjacent angle.
This extreme malleability of the trainable senses intrigues and escapes explanation in most areas of life where few have achieved great feats by it, and then there is schizophrenia where exact same malleable and inexplicable sense and intuitions are apparent, but it is the kind that does not benefit anyone not even the schizophrenic person’s self.
I will add one final thought that the term schizophrenia by definition means split personality. That is what I believe it is because in the false interpretation of the senses simply due to lack of education or common discussion about the invisible inner self is a social interaction between personalities with characteristics and rules almost completely like those among socially or anti socially interacting people or animals. The very concept of communicating by means of the mind without and without any physical apparatus involved is by definition the split personality situation where the brain is socially or anti socially exchanging and developing an air of sociological contexts. The definition of telepathy and ESP in general is schizophrenia.
I’m afraid for the sz community though that this term, schizophrenia, and this definitions, split personality, is one of a lot of emotionally impacting heart ache among their fellow members of their society. But I cannot study and solve problems in my practices governed by fear of the truth. The fear of these terms or social understanding among society which knows little about psychology or phenomena therein is much less significant that the investigation, explanation, prevention, and recuperation pursuit that I’m more than impassioned about doing and completing in my life time.
I am armed with the internet which is arming people with knowledge in all aspects of life on all sides of the world. I will teach it anonymously, and then the positive results will perpetuate the what I teach long after passed on. This is easy. Even just the simple positive effects of merely directing people to ask themselves what is the personality itself can help humankind as a whole over the time spectrum not just the sz culture alone. To me this field looks wide and open like being the first big man in the NBA basketball circuits during the early days of professional basketball. The field is there. The sz culture is there. All I need to do is stand by the hoop, and drop the rock in the hole.
Have an easy day,
Mr. Niceberg
cheers