Hey I did the same thing when myspace was big…and THAT was a long time ago…don’t think that you don’t have the freedom to express conditions of your illness.
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Not that I don’t have the freedom. But my motives are recovery and I don’t see it helping to remember every detail of my episodes. It is better off without them. Emotional concentration of ppl with sz is narrow. If you think about something and it triggers your emotion your stuck there for a while. Same wise here, when I think what have happened to me and what I did then look around and see normal people with normal behaviour I become devastated and it just doesn’t help at all.
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It’s a feather in your hat, I say.
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i went through this one, thinking that everybody, and i mean, everybody was telepathic. can’t believe i actually fell for it to be honest. it got me for at least 6 months but it wasn’t real of course. it was a triggered response. my mind did impressions of everyone around me, dog walkers, people in shops, people i know, people on trains, the ambulance crew that picked me up, people in the hospital both staff and patients, the crisis team, my husband, parents, brother, sister in law, niece, children, aunt, uncle. you name them, i heard them and worse i actually believed them and i don’t understand how to be honest. i am an intelligent woman and to fall for something like that, you know how i actually did, amazes me. not only once but 3 times! it would never work again because now i know that the voices are simply splinter personalities. like my late husband said you have to question these things. it’s difficult to do when you are not thinking rationally but looking back, it’s easy to see that it was wrong. they still try and convince me now but i’m not falling for it at all. they say things like…how do i know this or that about you? how am i so erudite? not difficult to buy into but so very wrong to believe. it’s ■■■■. absolute bollocks. nobody is telepathic. if mel gibson really was psychic then i think he might have seen his d.u.i arrest coming and avoided it, he would also have seen those rant tapes coming and avoided those…psychic? i think ■■■■■■■ not. if he knows what happens after death then why do all his cllegues have different belief systems? if he has these mercenaries how does he not know that his demons aren’t real? it’s ■■■■. mel gibson is not telepathic or psychic in any sense of the word and neither are his friends. it’s absolute bollocks and that makes me angry, very ■■■■■■■ angry that i and my kids have been used and abused. psychic? pfft! what a crock of shite. rant over…for now at least.
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christ, this ■■■■ gets even better…now he’s saying he “chose” not to be clairvoyant. why the ■■■■ would anybody choose not to be clairvoyant. you know, sooner or later i’m going to question the validity of telepathy so they provided counter arguments and half baked explanations of how it’s possible though they can’t even explain that. when i ask how it works, they just say nobody knows, or it just does, mind to mind. it’s bollocks…absolute shite. who would choose not to master another psychic discipline if you’ve mastered one. what a crock of absolute shite. and if he’s so telepathic then why the need to use the ■■■■■■■ telephone in the first place? if he wanted to scream at his bloody girlfriend he could’ve done it mind to mind. it’s ■■■■. they come up with so many bloody excuses…like they talk to eachother on another channel which is crap coz you can’t listen to three conversations at once. it’s absolute shite in my opinion. if all these people are telepathic then i’m the sugar plum bloody fairy!!
Yeah why would Mel Gibson choose you to ■■■■ with.
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■■■■■■ if i know hunni. all i know is he’s a scumbag that i wouldn’t have had any interest in if you paid me. which is probably why this whole thing started. he’s an evil little ■■■■ as far as i’m concerned. he thinks that women deserve to be raped, black people are niggers and jews are oven dodgers…his words, not mine. i read a book on him once by joe ezterhas called heaven and mel. in it he said that the twat told him he’d been talking to two ex fbi agents about murdering his former girlfriend, nice guy huh. and he’s a schiz too according to her. it even says in the book that he himself thinks he’s under demonic attack, that they rape him…well i’m ■■■■■■■ glad about that coz that ■■■■■■ and his friends ruined my life. i was 15 years old for christ sake. 15. a child who had done nothing to anybody and they ■■■■■■■ raped me. i don’t know whether it’s a peadophile gang or an organised rape ring. i’m not sure but i’m gonna find out one way or another. it wouldn’t surprise me one bit if he was part of a rape ring at all. so long as you torture some one enough they forget about what happened to them and that’s what they did to me. they put a lit cigarette to my stomach and burnt me with it. they then tried to kill me with an electric shock, then a couple of years later tried to run me over a precipice in my boyfriend’s hire car. they come back sporadically and make sure the memories stay buried by torturing me and my kids. the kids don’t remember anything yet but max has a cigarette burn on his arm from torture that i remember. he is pure ■■■■■■■ evil and i hope he burns in hell for what he has done to us. i hope his god is a vengeful one and makes him suffer for all eternity for his part in this. he deserves to die a long painful death and burn in hell, if there is such a place. i hate that man with a passion you wouldn’t believe. not because i hear his voice in my head but for his part in the torture of my children who, like me, did nothing to deserve this at all. the only reason they were tortured is simply because they were there when the mercenaries came back. they used them to get to me and if i die here it will be their fault but hey, what’s a life worth to keep you out of prison right? you know i wished the ■■■■■■ did kill his ex then he’d be in prison now, where he belongs. he’ll get his, be it in this life or the next from his god or a drive-by shooting i hope from oh so detested “pack of niggers” as he called them. no wonder the ■■■■■■ has no friends…aaarrrrgh this makes my ■■■■■■■ blood boil. rant over
I have been feeling like I can read people’s minds since I was about 23 years old. I am now 54. The terrible thing re. this is that when I pick up people’s thoughts, the thoughts are all about me, and they are all bad. Doesn’t ever seem to be anything good. There have been years where this mind reading phenomenon has been very intense, and has made me intensely miserable. And that has usually been when I have been around people. Especially crowds or strangers. Nowadays, I control the mind reading symptom by staying at home most all of the time and/or only being around people that I am very familiar with. This seems to help. This keeps me pretty isolated and secluded, but, I don’t mind. I guess as you get older, you learn coping strategies.
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i feel that it’s very sad that you can’t cope with mingling with strangers because of this. don’t believe in it hunni. i don’t. it’s complete and utter shite. no one can hear your thoughts, no one. so live your life to the full and try and enjoy it. hope this helps xxx
Ah god… ■■■■ the idea of telepathy
i know. it’s bollocks. absolute shite. just voices my friend, just stupid ■■■■■■■ splinter personalities is all. ■■■■ em. that’s what i say.
Yeah it’s funny playing cards and having people forget little things. In my telepathic scenario they’re perfect and never forget a move.
Goes to show how attentive I am.
I’m late to the discussion, but wth…
I never thought of my experience as telepathic… more like supernatural insight, mixed with a lot of paranoia.I think it stems from the same part of the brain(affected through sz) that creates thoughts of telepathy. In my case, I took things such as body language, keywords, and context; and felt that I could programmatically create the outcome of emotions and thoughts in people, except that’s the last thing I wanted to do. In short, I became so afraid of “controlling” people, that became a primary thought for years. Ordering a coffee from Starbucks…I’m thinking “■■■■…she thinks I’m trying to make her think or feel this way about ___________”.
The thing is, I used a black hole worth of energy trying to solve my way out, going into deeper and deeper levels of psychology…just to prove to myself that somehow the situation on earth was ok…but it was never solved; not like that. I had to TELL myself it was ok. I had to picture in my brain that it didn’t exist. That people wouldn’t take me the wrong way. That people feel talking to me is ok. That there really is NO psychoanalytical crap that just nobody talks about. I didn’t say it or anything… I just pictured it and felt it. People are beings of peace, generalities, centeredness…the complete opposite of what I was thinking. And when I just let go, I feel that peace, and I actually know everything is ok.
It was hard at first, foreign and stupid, just letting go of something. It’s like saying “that wall isn’t there! I will walk through it”. But the moment I tried I noticed it start to disentigrate. And I walked through. It’s been months now.
Also, I noticed Niacin DOES help. I started back 2 weeks ago…man, this stuff is awesome! I’m not sure what was up with it not “working” before, but yeah lol it works. Reversal of psychotic and deslusional symptoms… a general feeling of wellness(more like an everything-is-okness). No placebo. No lie. Thanks for suggesting it.
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dark sith gets his tin foil hat out of the cupboard…hahahahahahaha…you can’t get me now !?!
take care
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i have this belief as well.
so there is no point in speaking my mind.
since everyone is already telepathic.
maybe telepathy is more natural/basic/older then language.
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I’d say almost everybody that becomes psychotic. It’s a very common delusion
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this is good news, doesnt work for everyone but for those it does its fantastic. i have doubted many times that niacin was just a placebo, and everytime i stopped taking it my voices would return and ■■■■ would get weird. ive been back on it for 1 month now and i have no positive symptoms again
I always thought of my experience as supernatural insight and paranoia too. Because although people seem to read my mind a lot of times, its mostly me reading theirs.
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I’ve heard re. this Niacin before. Now, I’m going to try it.