I saw on YouTube someone say we can create a god with our imagination. My Alter ego was my god, no, not really, but it seemed like it was true. I have to have some way to communicate with myself.
I don’t like the DID site. I’m diagnosed with schizo affective bi polar type and I have had all the typical symptoms. I am high functioning and live on my own which bothers me. I mean I don’t think I should be left alone. Squeaking by isn’t good. I don’t have kids. My responsibilities are making doctor appointments and dusting my apartment.
I felt bad tonight and turned off the lights and I eventually felt better. I am not afraid of the void.