I woke up.
I traveled to the health club, exercised on the indoor rower.
Demonstrated excellent exercise capacity.
Traveled back home. Ate. After some rest ( maybe half an hour) took a shower.
Then I studied some Torah, independently at home. Then I brushed my teeth.
Then I studied some more Torah, and then I went to a healer.
Travelled to the healer with my parents, was there for maybe 40 minutes, then traveled back.
Then, after putting on tefillin and a Kippa, and a shirt with long sleeves, traveled to a Torah lesson.
There I participated in a prayer service, studied Torah with a deeply religious Lithuanian Jew,
and then traveled back home. It was a great lesson.
Then I ate, and here I am now.
Plans:
Take a cold shower, take a walk, perhaps drink a vegetable shake, and go to bed.
Very eventful! Sounds like an exciting day.
I got up, made breakfast, took my meds, ate breakfast, sat on the couch off and on while playing with the kid, made lunch, talked on the phone to my friends and found out she’s transgender and we were here free space on the coming out bingo card (her words, I just thought it was funny), then I laid down and pretended to take a nap, then I cuddled up with baby LED for naptime and watched half an episode of Sarah and Duck before she fell asleep, and now I’m playing on my phone.
got up. didnt like it. went back to sleep. got up. took little meds I could get and cussed my doctor. went back to sleep.
got up again d–n it. maybe toying with my phone will be a good distraction from hating life. Read boring things.
Remember this place. came here. still cussing doctor. (intermidiantly). someone called me in the middle of typing as if not slow enough.
now, answering this post.
I woke up at 7 and went to work for 8. Drank my coffee. Left about 10 and called the Mrs. Picked up a sandwich about 1130 went back to work for noon. Played around on the computer and ate my sandwich. Left work about 230 and logged my 8 hours for the day on my timesheet. Don’t really have anything I have to do for work until Thursday. Tomorrow I only have about an hours worth of work to do but I will still log my 8 hours for the day.
Now I am killing time until it’s time for dinner.
This day was pretty much mainly sleep n forum. Tomorrow however my main events:I will buy socks from primark, go buy nice foot cream and attend an art class.
You have a good day, I wish mine is much productive.
I am losing my inspiration to keep going.
Go on a walk. 
I took seroquel last night so waking up was a huge struggle, feels like trying to pull your way out of a mid pit. Woke up to the sound of my dad screaming at my little sister for crying this morning before school because she was tired and having a bad morning. I wasn’t able to wake up until an hour before work. I scrambled to get as much school work done as I could. I was really dreading work, just didn’t want to go at all. I got there and really felt like my patience was thin the whole day I wasn’t enjoying myself at all like I usually do, definitely burned out. Didn’t help that I kept suffocating on my own mucus from allergies and there being no tissues near me because, pool.
I left work feeling relieved to be done but dreading the night as I knew I wouldn’t be able to sleep. As per usual my mind is eating itself with different puzzles and topics, which I know is a futile attempt to try to keep me from having to fall asleep because I have immense anxiety around falling asleep because historically that’s when really bad things happen to me. I know I’ll probably collapse from exhaustion a couple hours or so from now, have to wake up super early for my art class then I have to go straight to work to make dumb phone calls that give me anxiety to make and then I have therapy after that so I’m going to be busy all day and can’t even sleep.
Why why why why why
I woke up at 230 pm. Time for frosted mini wheats cereal 
Just walked to the beer store, but it was raining. My umbrella busted and would not stay open. It uses a big spring which expands all the sections to lengthen the main column, and at the same time a string of a limited length would then pull the top section fully open. But the string inside the center column broke.
So I drilled a hole in the column and tied an old earphone to the top section such that you could then manually push the top section fully open and then put the round small tip of the earphone into the hole. That kept it in the fully open position. A cheap fix it method.
What I did on a trip near San francisco recently. I woke up had a cup of coffee and sponge cake with my parents for breakfast.
I took a shower wore some distressed jeans and striped shirt. Drove to the local farmers market and bought some orchids. For lunch we had some dim sum at a Chinese restaurant and I had a strong cup of Vietnamese iced coffee. Then we drove to Stanford shopping center. They had really beautiful flowers there. I went to J.Crew and bought a blouse. All in all had a very peaceful and enjoyable day. Chess I think you would like Stanford University.
Got up. Ate leftover pizza. Turned light on. Dad turned light back off. I turned light back on when they left. My dad tried to turn it off again later and rescinded when I told him I didn’t like sitting in the dark. Browsed Facebook and this forum. Dad started dinner. Left fries in the fryer and went outside. I didn’t notice and retrieved them when they were already overdone. Ate some fries. Now the old men are asleep in the living room at 7:20pm and have turned the dining room light off so they can sleep. So now I have no choice about sitting in the dark. I would move if there was another room that I could get decent cell signal in, but alas, signal sucks every where except for the dining room.
Oh, and some arguing throughout the day. But I got my brother to buy me some soda at the store, so that was nice.
love vegetable shakes and freshly squeezed vegetable drinks with apple, kale, and other greens
Had lunch with the grandparents. Now I’m gonna play PS4. 
I got up, took my meds, got dressed, went outside to work at 7am, brought all the horses in, fed grain, brought the other horses out, then came in for my own breakfast, went back out and lunged four horses, pulled some manes, moved hay, cleaned stalls, filled water buckets, brought horses in and brought the others out, then I came back inside at 4pm. Plan to take a shower, eat dinner and work on my final paper for college.
Today my brother woke me up at 1 on to say he was making French toast and asked if I wanted any, I said sure. I woke up 2 hours later and asked about the French toast and he said he thought I said I didn’t want any 
So that was sad. I’m feeling quite tired and haven’t accomplished much today. Readjusting off sleep meds is extremely difficult, but thankfully since I have done it before I know that the process is not permanent and I will go back to normal with time.
Have an appointment tomorrow to get my fungal nails sorted. They are ugly as hell. It’s about time to remove that stuff me thinks.
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