I have had a good day today.
I woke up, went to a mall and bought a newspaper.
When I returned home I read several articles.
I also exercised today.
What I don’t like is when I exercised I had to take small intermissions because my legs got messed up.
So I had to spend 50-60 minutes to get 30 minutes net of exercising.
But never mind, exercising is so important.
I am inspired to try to study again, but I consider my case hopeless functioning wise, including studies.
Still it never hurts to try, I am going to keep trying again and again.
I hope to be pleasantly surprised.
I will now go to take a shower and brush my teeth, and then I’ll try to study.
I woke up bright and early at 8 am after really cool lucid dreams and then spent 3 hours sitting in on baby swim classes. Had a blast and left very cheerful. Went home and got fixed up and now I’m studying. Tonight I find out the results of my psych testing! It’s a cool day!
It’s been a good day. I woke up at about 9am. Mostly I have just sat around procrastinating watching Netflix. Just finished watching the newest Walking Dead season on Netflix. Now I’m watching stand up comedy about America. It’s really funny, comparing the U.S. to countries in Europe. All this rest is to “prepare” myself for a DB and exam in my class tomorrow. Also, read a bit of the Bible and my Joel Osteen book.
Also wanted to add that I think it’s great you want to keep trying!! You’d be surprised at what hope and determination can accomplish! I think it’s wonderful to hear when you are doing well since I know you struggle often.
Today was pretty ordinary for me. I woke up at 9am, had my breakfast, then wasted a couple hours browsing news articles and social media. Then I helped my dad assemble a new wooden bed. Had lunch and finally started doing something more productive, ie working on a bunch of small Android games that I am developing in order to better learn 2d physics simulations. I got tired of that around 8:30pm, had dinner and now I am casually chatting on this forum
I can’t stress enough how important it is, with this illness, to stay occupied and try to do something gratifying every day, so that at the end of the day you can smile and not feel disappointed in yourself !!
I went to Wal mart to get groceries. I woke up hating myself and my life. Shitty songs about relationships on the radio weren’t helping. I listened to “Fade to Black” through my ear phones to block it out. This life isn’t fulfilling.
I feel a little better now, but I sure as hell am not happy.
