Everyone’s voices are different some have external voices which from my knowledge and experience do tend to be more random and unintelligent and then theres internal voices which are a form of thought insertion and these voices can be intelligent and have their own personalities and everything.
I do not get external voices outside of sleep paralysis experiences. Only internal. I have a range of different ones I refer to as my “family”. I’ve talked with God and Jesus and angels and stuff. Then theres the demons who are very cruel to me and torment me.
My voices have also always been the same people. Mine also don’t have names and i’m not about to start naming them. I do my best to ignore them, although i have to say the medication as all but stopped them coming through. They just occur every now and then, especially when i’m tired.
I have mainly internal voices.
Sometimes I hear external ones too.
Like someone calling my name, or hearing a crowd talking etc.
I hear Goddess Annette, Isidore, Louisa, Lucifer, Jesus, Meher Baba, Mr Thoughtless, 27000 demons, Ian Curtis etc
I have two types of voices. First one is whispers. I can hear someone talking but it’s very faint occasionally il hear my name. They seem to be activated every time I consciously want to listen for silence or enjoy silence theylll start then. They also get triggered times I have an emotional reaction to something usually on tv. Other than that they don’t bother me and go when I get distracted. They happen every time I’m watching tv or relaxing at night The other ones are more persistent their triggered by being overwhelmed at work or stress. Their still faint but their justlouder than my whispers. They seem to go when I remove whatever’s stressing me out. I can tell what their saying sometimes just by the way they react to my thoughts
Anthony, a guy I used to work with, that’s his real name. The leader of the IRA in my town. He’s very sadistic and very focused on making me suffer he gets enjoyment from tormenting me. Saying this, when he was at its worst on a plane ride home (he tried to get me to open the emergency exits,in flight and wanted me to make the plane crash) I actually laughed at him and compared him to Homer Simpson. I lold at the time which took enormous strength.
Noel, he’s an IRA operative who I attributed to my old neighbor who I thought was watching me through cameras. He was very sadistic but rational and intelligent. He’s second in command, but at the same rank of Anthony.His one focus was to punish me for the insult I said to Anthony (leader of the IRA in my town) and to make me insane. His words.
Ownie, he’s a member of the Provisional IRA and was sent to keep an eye on Noel and Anthony, to make sure they don’t make me do something stupid, he’s a guardian of sorts. He’s a high ranking PIRA commander on the same level as Anthony but in the PIRA instead of the IRA. But he has a dark side, in the early stages he was very sadistic as well telling me to kill and got enjoyment out of my suffering (when the voices got loud) he’s the one I hear when I get whispers and faint voices nowadays.
John, is the boss of ownie. He’s the head of the PIRA in my town. Ownie answers to John but not Anthony or Noel. He came because I was intimidating ownie by reading his mind (or hearing his thoughts) and John was meant there to prove that I couldn’t read minds and to reassure ownie. He was a very old fashioned, kind of reassuring voice which Sounded like he was the boss of the PIRA. Always ensured me it was never too late to start a new life away from all the voices. He actually made a deal with Anthony to make him stop sending voices for two days a week. But he also had a dark side, non shelontly telling me to kill myself after I tried but failed to rationalize my way out of hearing voices.john told me to do this as an experiment by Telling myself it wasn’t possible to hear voices. It actually dulled them a bit.
Whispers, I can’t make out. Easy to distract and overlook
The crowd is louder, and I can start making out words and phrases. They pick on me, insult me. I believe they’re spirits of the dead, jealous I’m alive, and what I am.
The angels, three of them, their voices cut right through my resolve. They comfort me at times, tell me I’m chosen at others.
Linda, claims to be my wife, cries a lot. Normally tells me to “wake up”, tried to convince me that this world isn’t real. That I’m sick.
Nina, claims I’m her father. She follows me around, spends time with me. Very innocent, sweet girl. Comments on what’s going on around me. Sometimes she gets distressed, which distresses me.
Condescing voices usually - always the same couple woman. “arnt you sweet”, bless you - among other rubbish. I swear my self-concious is a closet narcissist.
I just mentally tell them to piss off. Dont get them always, only when over tired or stressed.
I had a masculine voice constantly going in the background commenting on what I was doing and putting me down. “You’re a stupid ■■■■■” “why did you do that you ■■■■■■■ whore” “go to hell” and on and on all day lightly playing. Sometimes it would get louder and start to stress me out and I would get overwhelmed. I though this was my id and everyone had this. I do not hear this now with meds, but I sometimes still know what he’s thinking and it effects my self esteem. I have heard voices from outside of my head that pop in and say things like “take all your meds” or “cut yourself” I guess those are command hallucinations and I felt compelled to do so. I have heard my name being called from inanimate objects. I have heard music coming from objects. I hear whispers and screams. I hear people outside. I hear a group of toddlers getting excited. I have a young girl that I don’t hear but I know what she’s thinking. But it’s all gone with meds for the most part unless I get really stressed.
Right… I understand that. Stress is a culprit to so much in the matter of health.
Also it was to my chagrin that you smoke as well… But I’m so unprioritized that I look at the money aspecton it a lot… because (and read till the end) but you chimed in on zen’s post about eating on the cheap. i really have a good memory for A LOT of posters here, and am just on this site so often.
But you matter you’re good peoples, and you accept compliments. And aren’t so wrapped up in control issues that you refuse to applaud someone who might be an entertainer???
i guess, just skewer me if that ruffles you. My last go with this site I ran out of things to say and that’s ‘ok’ too. Just a nice balanced word and I used it irl before you did! Hahaha
My voices are usually thought-like voices, but I do occasionally get voices that are clearly audible and they are like chatter through walls. But as of right now, I don’t get very many voices, definitely not clear audible ones. My thought-like voices are usually negative and violent towards me.
