I have re-read my old journals and have read old long rants about how angry I was that people were always reading my mind. I was obsessed with reading old classic books so if someone DID read my mind, they were really reading the book.
I was then sure that I was broadcasting classic literature out in to the world and if I ever stopped, no one would know the stories. It got exhausting. It took some counseling to break out of that one.
I know that people can’t read my thoughts. There are times I get that feeling that I’m thinking too loud, but by that point, my wheels have come off and the people helping me already see I’m in for another rough episode.
i have no control over mine either, but i don’t believe in telepathy at all. i used to…but the more i learn the less inclined i am to believe in it to be honest. something inside me just keeps yelling that it’s not possible, nothing audible, just my core belief if you like, my inner voice. it tells me that something is drastically wrong with the whole idea. i used to believe it whole heartedly but it was just accepted as fact too easily…almost as if i was expecting it to happen. i was too comfortable with the whole idea of telepathic contact. as my late husband used to tell me…always question your beliefs. it’s difficult to do when your whole mind is skewed but if you do it for as long as i have…you generally come to the conclusion that it’s not real. especially when it involves everyday people, strangers and family. how on earth would they have telepathic contact with someone they’ve never even met, as is the case for strangers. or even people you know. what’s the likelihood of friends and family all being telepathic without them telling you about it? it’s not very likely at all. nah…just doesn’t exist. like nick said. if it was possible then people would b queing up for james randi’s million dollar prize. and even if you did know someone well enough to experiment with telepathy at this level. how would your mind find their mind when people are constantly on the move? i guess if you could stick a mobile phone in your head hypnotically it might get you closer but at the level we suffer from voices? even if you could stick a mobile phone in hypnotically how my mind find yours? out of all the people around us, how on earth would my mind be able to pick yours out? nah…it’s not possible. don’t believe in the voices. i don’t…not anymore. xxx
also…there is no such thing as purely mind to mind contact. even technology has to use a carrier of some sort. mobile phones use microwaves, land lines fibre optics, radio, radio waves. what does this supposed telepathy use? if it was real it would be recordable in some form or another but it’s not and it’s not blockable either. look at all the literature on telepathy experiments both for and against. the arguement for it? the effects are so miniscule and they fade with repetition, belief in it affects the results. my belief in my mobile phone doesn’t affect it’s capability, same with broadband, radio, tv. they all work whether you believe in them or not. telepathy, apparently doesn’t. why? sir arthur conan doyle used to believe in fairies because he saw a picture of them which later turned out to be a hoax. read the story of j b rhine and hans the telepathic horse. it’s laughable. it really is. don’t believe the hype my friends. xxx
Well I hope I get to the point your at. For now though it’s just telepathic message all the time when I’m around people. My main voices seem to be fading.
You must understand the questions for them to understand how to answer.
thanks I think they understood just fine, their silence is all I needed to know. Every time they start talking ask them those questions over and over and when they decide to answer please tell me their response.
not picking I just don’t think anyone knows what they are dealing with nor do they understand who they are.
you have to question how it would be possible. the mechanics of it, the nuts and bolts. personally i just don’t believe it is. the people i’m supposedly telepathic with have creative jobs, even if it were to be an extra personality in their minds it would interfere with their thought process inhibiting them. they can supposedly see through my eyes, feel what i feel, smell what i smell, hear outward conversation i have with friends and family. now tell me, how could they possibly do all that and still write songs, write scripts, direct movies, have sex with 200 plus voices waffling on in their minds. it’s crap. take my experience and apply it to your own. it’s bollocks. complete and utter shite. nobody is telepathic to this extent, nobody. it’s ■■■■. i will never fall for that belief again. never.
Telepathy could be an illusion brought about by Synchronicity (mind and matter coincidence phenom) which is brought about by collective consciousness/unconscious.
I also once believed my thoughts were being broadcasted to other people through something etc… Which is just a type of delusion that can be unlearned through acceptance that it’s a symptom, and through education.
I think that psychosis, is actually an attempt by the soul or psyche, to wake up the human brain and mind. It is a reaction of the psyche to substances or information, much akin to a sneeze or cough is for the respitory system. It is biologically displayed but its source is a psychic one. Schizophrenia is essentially a loop in the reaction that builds and build until either the problem is resolved and the being experiencing evolves, or with the addition of drugs, it gets buried deeply and is chemically restrained.
That being said, sure telepathy happens, lots of evidence for it if you look. Specifically, psychosis involves some telepathy, but what I have found that the subconscious filter being lifted,all sorts of things happen that can mess up or turn pathological. I know with me, I found that a feed back loop can happen and I think its telepathy but it is actually my mind trying to make sense and Playing Out telepathy. Not all the time but, it happens frequently, so much so I began to notice it.
I find that at the core of any so called “psychiatric symptom” is grain of truth, that when carefully and intentionally investigated reveals a conflict that is repressed or a trauma that is repressed.
A lot of time we like to hide from inconvenient truths.