Now i am ashame,ashamed that i had a depressive,mood swing episode,that happens once a month,probably due to stress.What causes the stress,i dont remember.i feel bad about not doing the best of myself,i watched porn yesterday after 3 months of not watching but i didn’t do gaming.
my life at the moment isn’t very good,i move forward my appointment with my therapist,i hope she can give me some idea and not let me ovethink.she cause me overthink because she suspect i had autism,which add on to another problem,i hope she can be more positive and find solution and not problem,i hope she can help me if not i am gonna find other therapist or not having a therapist.i visited her once only