I try to be social by going down my local pub when i can, i literally go nowhere else. I spend alot of time alone. But even in the bar - i say very little and prefer to people-watch, as i really dont know how to strike up a conversation. I avoid the town precinct and only use about 3 roads in the town. Im definatley socially impaired, i will be alone over christmas as i wont go out cos it will be too busy in a bar and i dont like crowds. Its about feeling safe for me - if i feel threatend i run right back to my flat.
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I feel “safe” at home, too. Some think I’m to much of a recluse, but if you feel safe, is it wrong
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I might become antisocial if I keep having these mocking thoughts
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Asocial or anti…
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I could relate a lot 
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@ Free not like doing anything bad but I criticize more lately
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I might have been the oddest most out of place kid. Or definitely top ten. In my whole high school grade. I had a couple friends but they were anxious too. And it wasn’t because im that odd, or stupid, but it was because of my sz. Even if it were prodromal back then.
And then psychosis in a way gave me some answers, but it was still difficult to communicate in psychosis but I felt progress was made. Then I started meds and I feel more normal but I’ll always be strange socially I think.
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Omg, really. Nah, ya are cool 
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I like this part 
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