Has anyone ever had this? I was paranoid and delusional until I got a psychotic episode which led me to being on meds.
It’s been 3 years (with meds) and I feel completely normal, just slight anxiety. I feel like I can continue a normal life without getting any symptoms again.
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Im pretty much symptom free and have been for a year now. I still get some small problems if i drink too much coffee or alcohol but other than that ive been stable. I read most schizophrenics become symptom free within 5 years of treatment apparently
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I am symptom free thanks to meds it wasn’t instant with me and meds. It’s been a process of taking them daily pretty much for years now I am symptom free…I think 
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I am symptom free for the last weeks. I feel normal again
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When I got out of hospital I didn’t have any symptoms,it took two months for the voice to come back once it did it lasted another month then I got a break for a week with no symptoms again. I can’t explain it. I just hope I don’t have another break again which my voice always threatens me with…
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I meant to say I hope I don’t have a psychotic break again
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My symptoms are diminished but not gone…yet.
I tried a few meds such as ability, geodone, and risperdol a long time ago when I found out I was sz. I was extreme sz by the way incapable of gaining success enough to hold home to be exact.
I had funny symptoms of the meds to no differences, and I realized that I wanted to do it organically rather than with the meds. I worked, did sports, research, ran companies, had relationships, and I remained very integral/moral. As far as my sz though it was very, very tough on me, however it was much better than the years before I knew I was sz.
So there I was working right along for several years non-stop, 100 hours a week, indepdendantly, and researching. I stumbled on what is called the Pythagoras Trivium and Quadrivium. Shortly after that I stumbled on Joe Atwill’s history of Rome and Jews. These things changed everything about what I thought of reality and civilization, and thus myself. That was a year ago.
I realized then that I was not right in my mind, paradigm, and what I had believed in for my whole life, thus I was full of false memories that comprised my paradigm, mental processes, and behavior.
That’s when I stopped all of my work projects, and I just focused on studying mindology, and I wrote several hundred pages, and I’ve recorded several hundred hours of my findings on this to date.
Now it’s amazing what my mind can do. I’ve never lived like this where I was at one time in a morbid, distorted, torrential mental state for a very long time, and then my brain/mind was working for me all of the time. Any time I happen to experience symptoms I simply revert back to my mindology knowledge, define my situation that my mind is occurring like, and I simply work out any sz symptoms in a practical, active way whereas before there was never any chance I could “make my symptoms dissipate.”
I’m getting faster and faster as working away my symptoms. It’s something that I get better at as time passes with more and more practice. And at the same time I’m having different kinds of experiences. You understand what you remember reality was like when you were sz, and you remember how you had to act, behave, think, talk, react, hide, cope, etc when you were sz. The way you process your surrounding reality and inner reality plus how you do all of these things determines what you remember. What you remember from every day events affects how your brain will act mentally in the future. It’s a direct action thus reaction phenomenon.
However I am no longer this kind of sz, and therefore I am processing the world, the people, my inner self differently. The way I act, behave, think, talk, react, hide, cope, etc as a result of this kind of mental processing is what I remember from moment to moment, day to day. This kind of experience memory then affects how my brain processes my mind. Again it’s an action and direct reaction phenomenon.
All in all I have to say that whether it was chemicals, nutrition, or physical health regimens, nothing was more effective than mindology. The reason why is because of a simple fact. What you feel is how you act, and how you feel is a reaction to the informationous meaning of the thoughts and perceptions in the rest of the mind. These thoughts and sensations are for practical purposes no different than information displayed on a computer, TV, from a radio, on the pages of a book, a photo album… Information as a phenomenon is just information as a phenomenon no matter how you spin it.
If the information changes in the mind, then the feelings change.
What one believes and knows determines a lot about how information is processed in the brain, thus what it means mentally when it is rendered by the brain’s physical processions. If your believe is one thing, then what you see, hear, think, remember, feel etc is processed according to that belief. If you believe another thing, then it’s all processed according to that belief.
When I was an sz my beliefs about reality, my mind, and other minds were very fallacious. The result was that I processed all of my information in a very fallacious way, and the meaning of this information activated feelings and actions as well as inaction that amounted to the life of mental illness.
When I researched informationology, mindology, paradigmology for a year after researching many avenues of the greater anthropology about the civilization phenomenon around the world through out history and evolutionary ages, then my beliefs about my mind, other minds present and past, and the reality in general was drastically changed. That means that I processed my information differently, mentally I was creating new meanings in my mind, and the feelings activated by that information changed.
It is very much like a rebuilt transmission with all of the right parts fitting together, functioning, shifting practically with fine tuned precision that still are surprising me today. I can clutch it into the world of people and things without expecting a huge, catastrophic reaction to doing that.
Not only does the world “look different” now, but I am very different.
So I’ve begun to get back to my work projects, and I’m doing those much, much better. I’d never have succeeded at these no matter how hard and integrally I worked if I didn’t correct myself in the area of mindology. 
I’m so happy to hear this!
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