@Genbu. I read the article. It was well-written. I’ve suffered from pretty persistent suicidal ideation over the years because of chronic treatment resistant MDD and GAD over a period of decades. Despite that, I can honestly say that I am happy that I did not act on these suicidal thoughts.
I’m posting some resources for you. Feel free to PM me if you are in a difficult place. Take care.
If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.
International suicide hotlines:
Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:
https://www.thetrevorproject.org
More resources: