i went to the pdoc and he raised the dose of the amitriptyline. my mother in law wants me to get prayed over by her brother in law. i’m incredibly uncomfortable with that. she said she wants to invite the church elders and uncle albert to come pray over me. I don’t think it will help.
Then last night I felt funny and thought a demon was trying to possess me it was scary.
I understand, and I’m sorry for that. I wish that environment was safer for your mental health, you need to be strong. What does your partner say about all of this?
she doesn’t want to tell her mom we don’t believe in that kind of stuff, she knows it will just cause a fight because my mother in law is convinced the praying cured her of lupus.
You need to put your mental health as your priority there, if that kind of thinking isn’t good for your mental health that’s more important. If you think that it really doens’t matter if she prays for you or not, then go, if you think it will make things worse, don’t go.