today i was thinking of ways to get a little bit of money for food. in a few weeks, my food stamps are going to be all used up. the thing is that getting money has always been a stressful thing for me. it’s along the lines of being accepted, which is a very stressful thing to think about for me. I spent so much time stressing over how to make a little money, that i started to grow hate and anger. so i just cooled down and thought about the real problem.
it seems that i’m making a mountain out of a mole hill. i don’t need money. i need food. for me, i think food is a lot more easier to get. also, so far i spend less than 6$ daily on food. i will do research into how to make my diet more affordable. perhaps i could replace cold cereal with oatmeal. and meat is a bit expensive i think. might have to reduce the meat i buy and go for peanuts or other foods.
i’m also going to spend more time finishing my application for food stamp. the process is tedious, because they always ask for specifics that i don’t always easily have. but sooner or later, i’m going to be starving; so i should at least try. hopefully the worst case scenario is that they make me undergo some work program in exchange for food stamps, which is actually something i look forward to because i’d get some work experience and volunteering.
but i need to focus on getting food, rather than getting money. i will google “how to get food,” or something along those lines, rather than goggling “how to make money.”