Stress from my parents, my inlaws and all the guests is making me have a hard time dealing with symptoms. Especially since I haven’t had my injection in about 5 weeks. I dont know if the new pdoc who I can’t make an appointment with yet will even keep me on it.
I am tasting strange things as I eat and drink. I hear voices tell me that it’s poison. So far Phillip and Devon haven’t come back but I keep hearing Aaron and Rebecca. Plus voices of people I know. Shadow people keep me awake as do the gremlins. I hate those little bastards.
That’s terrible! I am sorry you are going through all that. I’d suggest working with a pdoc ASAP to get back on the injection or try something new that may help even more.
The clinical therapist who did the assessment said he doesn’t understand why the old pdoc put me on haldol and so many other meds that are so highly sedating. So in his opinion he doesn’t think the doctor will keep me on haldol but I have to wait till I go through three appointments with a therapist to see a pdoc.
Its the way the clinic works to weed out the ones who just want the drugs and use or sell them. If you are younger than 18 you get to see a pdoc right away
Once when I was hearing voices who were accusing me of being gay and I responded with “■■■■ you tinkerball”. He was so freaked out that I started calling all of them the ”tinkerbells”. I see you call them gremlins. It’s good that at least you’ve retained a sense of humor. But on a more serious note, please continue to do your best finding a treatment that works for you. Trying to fight your voices probably isn’t enough.