Today has had its ups and downs. Right now, I’m on the down side of things. I got 13 hours of sleep last night, thanks to my new sleep meds, which is good. But right now I’m still struggling with hearing voices commenting on everything I do. For the first time in a great while, I have the TV off because everyone on it is talking to me. I also am having a hard time keeping my thoughts in line. Typing this post is hard for me, as I am distracted by the buzz in my head. I JUST saw the pdoc, and I wish the meds would work already. I do not have patience for this type of thing. Soooo frustrated right now…I was doing so well…Ugh.
I do hope you feel better soon Greg - please hang in there, things should clear up soon enough
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Thank you kind friend. I’m just angry with myself. But I’m not sure why. I feel like this shouldn’t be happening to me…but it is. It’s been a while since I’ve had symptoms, and it’s very annoying. Damn these aliens scanning my brain.
come on hunni. u can do this! give the meds a chance to do their thing. i know ur impatient for silence. i understand what ur going through. that’s why i can’t watch tv either because i will hear all the actors voices and they stay with me for years but ur a strong man. u can deal with this for as long as it takes the meds to work. if i can live with it for 13 years then you can live with it for a couple of weeks. come on soldier, kick some butt. hang in there hunni. xxx
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Thanks @jaynebeal. I was just reading the post about people being hospitalized for psych reasons, and it got me to thinking about all the bad crap I went through as a youngster. Kind of depressing. I’ve got the music blasting in my ears. I don’t mean to whine, but I’m very uncomfortable right now. I am agitated and you’ve seen how I can become when I’m highly irritated. I still feel bad for yelling at you months ago. Thanks for your warm heart for forgiving me…I really made an ass out of myself, and don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings. I just feel like crap.
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I don’t know what to say. Please be patient for the medicine to work for you.
You just need to get back on Haldol from the sound of things
I am so sorry this is hitting you again. It sounds like it’s hitting you harder then last time.
Hopefully you can take it easy until you get a chance to talk to your doc and have this med cocktail finally do what it’s intended to do.
I’m rooting for you to feel better and get back on your feet soon.
man, that’s awful you are so irritated and uncomfortable. I don’t have anything to say but “I’m sorry” since I don’t have voices. I hope you get it settled with the pdoc.
I`m thinking about you Alien.
Things may kick in for you a little each day.