I had a very unnerving dream a couple of days ago. Left me feeling very off. I was off my medication, but I thought I was doing okay without it. But other people saw otherwise, and I was forcibly taken to the mental health ward, given a syringe and everything.
While in there I just sort of watching the other patients. There was this one woman in my dream who started screaming (she had sz also). I felt awful for her, and out of place on the ward. Like I wasn’t meant to be there, and that I was putting my sz on and it wasn’t real for me.
Makes me think I could come off my medications to see how I go. Anyway, hope you all are having a good day.
Ugh, everybody trying to come off their medications these days. That’s a bad idea @Sezbot241 . We sz’s need our meds. Sz doesn’t just go away. If you want to see your dream become a reality, go off meds. I wish I could not take my meds too but they are a necessity for us.
It was a dream. Don’t base your real life on a dream. Think of the millions of dreams you’ve had about a million different things. They meant nothing IRL, right? Why should this dream be any different?
I wish I could lower my meds, but the second I do my voices turn mean. Like, really mean. To the point where I can’t take it. The constant insults just eat away at you. Then I go back to 7.5 and they become tame again and mostly leave me alone.
I remember the main difference in my dreams after getting sick is, in some dreams I now have audio hallucinations like during the dream. That never happened before getting sza.
