Ha ha - Jealousy and Vanity are near impossible to overcome mate. It might just be the way it was meant to be to allow for the friendlier competitiveness in each of us to keep each other going.
In areas like this I’m happy to settle back jealously knowing that sz’s like mortimer are past the initial freak upon breaking Earth’s atmosphere.
I will say, however, that after six months off I did have to go back on Risperdal to get my energy back so I am a bit pissed that I’m still chemically dependent but practice makes perfect.
Instead of History texts and Bibles I grew up on comics so I wanted to find my own way through weird dag nabbit! grrrrr