She most probably might have forgotten it by now but I cannot forget that bad moment for which I am responsible.
To bring some context into the whole thing I bad mouthed @Ninjastar and few others last year in one of the threads I created. Not trying to defend myself but to tell you the truth I stopped my medication a month prior to this incident and it hit me real hard.
I ran away from home… lived on footpaths begging for food and roaming around Southern India in trains without tickets (in general bogeys they don’t check for tickets).
I did so many stupid things… scolded my parents and relatives and also friends… had fist fights with people in trains and else where … got beat up by people… so on.
Finally I reached my uncle’s house in another town in my region as I was literally feeling lost. They reported my parents and booom I was picked up by psych ward people and the next thing I know got admitted in a psych ward.
Stayed for 8 months in a rehab since november and released two days back.
it’s good… felt so frustrated until now in the rehab. But I knew I was in rehab to recover from this illness. The one thing now I am not taking lightly is my meds. I know the importance of my meds now.
Also been discussing with my parents about what kind of job I should be doing now. How r u?
I have a bachelors degree in Healthcare Administration. But I only want to work for 15 hours per week so I’m looking for a warehouse job or cashier type job
I actually tried my hands at working in a hospital once as a junior administrator but I couldn’t cope up because at that time my body was still adjusting to the heavy medication I was on.
I hope you ghet one of those jobs soon because being at rehab I realized that work is very important in our recovery. I too am considering my options as of now.
Bombay is a great city… been there while I was off meds. I went to the Bombay Stock Exchange thinking that it might get hacked by terror groups… so I had to save it with some black magic … I used to visit police stations in Andheri and Borivalli.
Hey @EDM_Stan. I don’t hold a grudge. I understand how being off meds can affect our behavior. I am so glad you are doing better, and that you are in a safe and stable environment. I fully accept your apology. Welcome back to the communuty!
I’m doing ok. I take my meds every day but still struggle. I’m looking for a part time job right now.
