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Sorry guys am really scared

To go in my garden. Getting a really bad vibe off the people downstairs. Won’t go into the details but it has really, really upset me and made me feel uncomfortable in my own home.

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Are the people downstairs AirB&B people or regular people?

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Airbnb people. Thing is I don’t think they have done anything wrong. Is just my dickhead brain making me terrified of them

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Having new people in and out of there is a little unsettling.

You’re right,

Your mind is probably running away with this one.

I would just try to avoid them and keep distracted.

Sorry you feel so scared.

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on a lighter side,
what are you growing in your garden?

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Thanks. Is gonna sound totally stupid and impulsive but last night I got so upset with the requirement to go outside and smoke that I threw 100 bucks worth of tobacco in the garbage.

Feel so stupid this morning. I just wanna cry kinda. Sorry I am having a pity party

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Nah I only have decking @Daze. No plants

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I’m sorry you are feeling paranoid @Jimbob
Hopefully it will pass soon.

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we have big pots on the table on the deck,
but Phil isn’t sure we’ll get much,
he left a chair close to the table,
and he’s pretty sure the squirrels got into them.

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Don’t feel stupid,

We all do stuff like that.

If you need to cry, I say let it out,

You’ll feel better.

And don’t feel like you’re having a pity party,

This is what the forum is for.

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ha okay, sorry, not sure what that means though, by decking.
just like greenery?

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I mean like wooden planks on the ground - like no earth just wood

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My sister always says, it’s okay to have a pity party as long as it lasts just one day. I try to stick to that rule as best I can

Sorry to hear you’re having such a rough time. When do these people leave, do you know?

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The whole place is booked out for the rest of the month. To be clear they haven’t done anything wrong I am just upset at my illness

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i get paranoid about people living close to me too @Jimbob
it’s annoying huh…

i’m sorry you threw away the tobacco… that must suck big time =(

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UK people call their yards a garden.

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I’m sorry bud. It’s tough when our minds are like this. I don’t hang out with anyone in my building anymore because I really don’t trust anyone. So I know how you feel.

Take care of yourself J Bob. Maybe watch a good trashy movie on your sweet 4K set up. :slight_smile:

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is this meant say I’m clueless about other cultures?

Cheers for understanding beetlebud. I am gonna go nocturnal for the rest of the month. Is cooler at nights anyway and means I will get less contact with people

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