@Chess24, @everhopeful, @anon9798425@Jonnybegood. I’d had a personal conflict that correlated in some ways to that thread. I apologize for my volatility. I crossed a line and recognize it after breathing in my feelings. I let my therapist know. Again, I am sorry for snapping, it was inappropriate
Perhaps, this could have a positive outcome. I might get to lower my abilify . I am as compliant as possible but abilify just triggers impulses that sometimes can’t be controlled. I am not hating an ap, but when I was on 30 I would snap more often than I do currently. Now I’m off of benzos, I will ask. I don’t want to be someone that people feel the need to walk on eggshells around. It’s a frustrating feeling when you snap, and your heart and gut know that it is wrong, but it’s as if someone else is in the drivers seat.