I was hypomanic, I was mean spirited, and I’ve added a crisis action plan for this, to prevent this behavior, in the future. I was wrong, and having ptsd related issues in addition to hypomania is no excuse.
I am so sorry. I was wrong. You deserve kindness. I tried, and failed, to support you. I’m working on that. If you can forgive me, I will do my best to just say nothing, if it’s not completely positive. Please see your doctor. I support you.
I’m sorry that I jumped to conclusions about your med change. I know how challenging it can be to see a pdoc every 3 months. To be honest, every time I see a post from you, I smile. I know it will be as positive as possible. I still remember how proud you were of your pretty rug. You’re important, and I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I abandoned you. You pmd me, and I left you to search the internet. I promise to let you know if I need time to get back to you. Pm me anytime.
To everyone else, thanks for not “breaking my balls”. I appreciate the support and kindness. YOU MATTER!
@JustTrish, excuse me, but hypomania is a just excuse. When a person is hypomanic, or manic for that matter, their reason, judgement and logic go right out the window and they are liable to do and say things that they are sorry for later on. That is just the nature of mania and hypomania. It is a just excuse. And people on this forum need to know and be aware of that.
That doesn’t mean you can’t apologize for what you regret saying or doing.
We’ve all said things we later think better of and regret. The important thing is recognizing it and working to get healthier.
Thanks for your comments. I like to read your comments, because they are direct and honest.
I thought I was doing the right things, but boy was I wrong. I have rapid cycling. So, part of the time I was hypomanic, etc.
I am learning as I go. I’m working with my pdoc and gi doc to stop throwing up including my meds.
@JustTrish I hope you can avoid going from hypomania to the deep depths of depression.
Thanks. I got more sleep, today. I don’t feel depressed in a big way. How are YOU feeling?
@JustTrish Neither really happy or really sad.
Stable is a good thing. I’m glad you’re hanging in there!
I’m having Troy forgiving my mother and struggling with it. It hurts me that she attacks me
You should make your own thread. I’m sure you’d get more support that way.
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