I’m really sorry about my rants about suicide and things like that. I am in a very dark place because of my disabilities and I keep getting feedback from other people saying that I’m worthless (not a delusion- just random fights between my family here and there).
It’s not really helpful when my family is saying the weird stuff around me when I’m trying to grow.
About mistakes: I was beaten when I got questions wrong on a test so I’ve grown thinking that mistakes are supposed to be punished for. I know that mistakes are okay, but I’ve been told that mistakes are bad and no one should make mistakes. As a result, I beat myself over any mistakes I make.
I hope you guys understand. I’m really sorry.