sometimes I don’t feel like being here.my life is not great.had a tough 3 years and at times it just does my head in.i think partly its because winter is here.today I have just been in my flat all day which is not great.hopefully tomorrow will be better.
Maybe you have heard of “seasonal affective disorder”. I think it is triggered by not getting enough sun.
today is a bit better I guess.dont know whether I have SAD or not but I do prefer spring/summer.thats life…just gotta crack on.
I’m a disabled vet and the VA sent me a (seasonal depression light). It helps out a lot and I keep it in the kitchen (which usually has the least light). I’ve felt really dissociated and man there is such a snowstorm outside. Thankfully I found dry wood and have an okay fire going. I hope you feel better, Pat.
Patrick
When I lived in VA, I used to occasionally suffer from SAD. I live in FL now, though, and it’s always summer here (or so it seems).
I miss snow.
I live in Illinois, and man does it have grey skies a lot…but I’ve grown up here and learned to cope with stuff like that. I think you don’t miss snow that much lol, did you hear Buffalo NY had SO MUCH snow.
Outside Buffalo NY, is Ft. Drum…home of the 10th mountain division. They replaced our team when we left Afghanistan.
Those guys really get cold lol…AND GALS!!
thanks for the thoughts.had my car repaired and so am mobile again is good as I can just take a ride and go somewere…nothing against buses but they take so long to get places.cost me 850 pounds to get it fixed!!which is crazy but there you go. that’s it for today.gonna do my meditation,that always helps.