Sometimes I just don't know

Yes it’s true…sometimes I just don’t know how I feel or what I think. Sometimes I completely disagree with everyone else on a subject and I wonder why. I wonder why my brain seems so different from everyone else. Since I found this forum I have found a lot of people like me but there is still a lot of differences. And I guess that goes for everyone. There are no two people exactly the same. But sometimes I get sad, like there is something missing. I feel lonely sometimes. I have my husband and my sister. I have my kids and I even have a new baby granddaughter. I have all these lovely people on the forum. But somehow I’m missing someone or something. And since I can’t put my finger on exactly what’s wrong I have no clue how to go about fixing it. So for now I sit with it. Just sit quietly with the feeling and keep it company until it goes away. I can handle the sad, but it’s hard to handle the nothing. Nothing is scary.

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There’s a line from a song

“You don’t know what it is, but there’s got to be more”

And I feel like that sometimes.

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I to felt like that

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there’s a book i’d recommend: Revolutionary Road. If you are not into reading, the movie is good, too. kind of an existential look at the norms of society.

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