I have a hard time explaining what im feeling. And I am also like, but how can I feel if im not being a human. I am not sure if i can feel or if I have thoughts.
I can somehow speak and see, but i don’t think I am this human being. I actually don’t think I am. But I don’t know exsactly what I am. Sometimes the conclussion is that I must be everything that is. So I must be the whole world.
I just dont know. Nothing can be known or communicated, just like in the philosophical direction of nihilism. Its like everything I think or feel is being met by something that tells me, but you cant think or you cant feel. And let for example say I was crying. I feel like I cant tell anybody, because how can I be sad, if im not somebody with human needs. Its like everything i say or write is wrong in some way. Because nothing can really be known. I can’t be sure of anything.
I really need to know if anybodye can relate to something?
Does anybody have similar experience? What helps? How can I be sure that thing exists?