I’m not suicidal. I’m not saying that at all. I’m just saying I’m so tired sometimes that I lose my will to live. I just think I would like to be finished. I think it won’t come up as often once I get my bipap machine and get on a regular sleep schedule. It’s been years and years since I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night and living with very little sleep. I’m so excited to see the difference this will make for me. Hopefully things won’t seem so drab.
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That’s the way I felt last week. I had a rough month both with my mental health and external issues.
This week is much better mental health wise, so I’m able to deal with things better.
But I remember thinking I’m tired of being around.
I’m hope you’ll be back to normal once you get your sleep sorted out.
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Thank you. Sorry you had the same thing, but glad you have managed to pull out of it.
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I’ve been tired of being alive for a long time. I’m tired of doing the same thing every day which is just watching TV. There’s not a lot to do in my small city.
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Living is tiring for most of us
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I don’t wanna be dead, but some days I just wanna exist without existing, if that makes any sense.
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Sorry to hear you’re in the dumps, I know we’ve all been there. Praying that you’re bipap machine makes all the difference
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I feel you. All I do is watch TV all day. 
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I hope you feel better soon.
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I’m feeling this right now. I am beyond tired and I’m tired of suffering.
I feel so tired of trying to stay alive.
I feel totally fatigued.
But something inside of me wants to live, despite feeling devastated. So i don’t really know what I really want.
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Thank you! Me too. I get it tomorrow.
I agree. I definitely think sleep is super important for mental health. Do you know when you might get it?
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I spent most of my life wanting to die. When I turned 50 I realized I would and decided to try and accomplish something. Life is work. We help one another by trying.
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I gave up control of my life recently. No more worrying about the past, present, or future. I’m just along for the ride. Wherever it takes me. Real or not. Who knows. It doesn’t matter. I’m just on the ride, and the ride never ends.
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I get tired of being alive when I’m depressed. Like right now 
Luckily I know from the past things get better. Hopefully soon. Take care.
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Hi sweetie. I hope you are feeling good, or at least better. Yes, I’m getting it tomorrow. I’m so excited.
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I’m happy for you @Leaf. That machine will help you feel so much better.
I’m in pain but I know I’ll feel better in a day or 2
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Pain is terrible to deal with but also a signal to tell us what not to do. It’s both a blessing and a curse. It’s easy to hate it though. I’m glad you’ll feel better in a couple days. You are very strong, you know that? Maybe you don’t, but you are.
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Thanks @Leaf.
We gotta get you more hobbies, girl.
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