Something new with my pdoc

We had a zoom meeting for med check. We were both kind of new to it and I was surprised at my high level of anxiety that took a long time to level out. Next zoom med check will be easier. It’s different having a doctor see my bedroom but then not as bad as when a doctor physically started feeling my breasts when I was in my own bed. I was 14, what the hell. He should have known better. I think that’s the reason I was so anxious today, It just brought out a bad memory. I’m glad it’s over.

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I’m sorry that happened to you. It’s a truly devastating thing to endure

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Because I was so young, I thought there must have been some meaning to it and I’m not afraid to admit that the doctor’s behavior seduced me into seeing him for counseling. Thus, the whole mental illness might have been doctor induced at least to some extent.

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I understand. I too went through multiple, severe traumas.

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Hope it gets better for you next time.

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