It has been 6 weeks since I took up the part-time job. It is helping me a lot. I find out work therapy is effective.
First of all, I spend much less time on my bed now. Second, it gives me new experience and clear up a lot of my thoughts. Third, I have a lot of chance to test out my abilities, and find out my cognitive performances are still malleable.
I want to compliment myself for resuming work habits and being punctual so far. I act less clumsy now. I manage to memorize things and can better manage social conversations with strangers. It is equally important I have something to talk about. I can better follow through when people talk to me. I am more responsive and spontaneous socially. I can carry out tasks independently. I can handle two simultaneous tasks now. I can explain things to people adequately. I can tell a joke.
It is surprising I could be persuasive and sell something. I never imagined I could become a salesperson. There are times I can make use of my intelligent and my knowledge base. I find out I could still give good suggestions. People who receive my suggestions are happy. I can contribute to a discussion and provide useful opinions. Somehow my old self is coming back.
Thanks to your encouragement I have requested for an appointment with a clinical psychologist in the hospital. I am waitlisted and hopefully could receive some therapy in a few months. Perhaps work put some physical demands on me, which is good to my sleep pattern, I have less headache and dizziness.
Thanks for the companions of you guys. It is actually really stressful to put myself through these changes. I find comfort in conversing with you. It is really important to me that I feel the love and the understandings of some of you. Thank you.