I’ve lost my ability to have a conversation (poverty of speech)
I can no longer work
My cognition is ■■■■■■
I struggle to even take a shower
I’m most excited when the day is over and I can be asleep. The days drag on forever.
I’m just waiting for the people still in my life to give up on me.
I’m not going to get any better than this. It all feels so pointless and I feel so alone. I feel pathetic rambling about my woes on this forum too. Why would anybody care.
Ah well, nearly time to sleep at least. I just woke my partner up by getting into bed and now he is angry with me. Perfect.