I am fine with this. I just want to feel well. He was really nice through the meeting and non-judgemental. He said it was totally ok to have tried seroquel only (we had both agreed on doing a trial without the depot six months ago).
But we agreed it looks like I need the depot too. That is fine with me - like I say I just want to feel better than right now.
Might have to attend the hospital for an afternoon to start the depot. Here they give you a small ‘test’ dose first to see if you have a bad reaction to the depot. It might have to be on a ward because they need to monitor you.