I’m not well, i’m stable at the moment but life is putting me though some serious stresses which to anyone else would be funny. I think I’m going to stick with meds for life before I attempt to kill someone or kill myself. My delusions are not funny they land me in serious ■■■■.
Good luck withe either upping or changing your medicine.
I hope life calms down a bit for you so you can have reprieve.
don’t you have help from a pdoc? I wish you luck and I hope things get better for you.