I was explaining my history to the new therapist and she started asking why I didn’t go back and see my old therapist. I told her she did things like send me to a healer and a priest and all that and that that probably just fueled my symptoms. We talked more and I gave her my history and she said “well I can see why she would think your experiences were paranormal, they are not typical of psychosis”.
I just don’t know what to think at this point. Not even exaggerating, HALF the mental health professionals I have seen now have told me my issues seem more paranormal than psychosis. It is horribly confusing for me.
Honestly I don’t want it to be real, it’s a lot scarier if its real and not just my head.