Something to ease my mind, and take all the bad thoughts away… To make me feel an overwhelming sense of just being okay.
I can’t do it though. I gotta stay clean.
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Maybe try going to the gym or take up some hobby
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The title reminded me if a tool song …sober…good luck you can do it your strong…
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Yes, boredom also leads my mind to wanting to use.
I try to keep myself busy but I can’t fight the thought
If Thor didn’t break your WiFi YouTube and this forum help with boredom…
Yes, this forum really does help. Last night sucked without it. I usually just lay in bed and stay on my phone.
whenever I get on YouTube I always end up in the bad parts of YouTube… lol like salvia trips or something.
Watch gamers and fail videos…
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Gamers?
Fail videos are funny. And some of the prank videos are funny.
I like this one: https://youtu.be/YA6VQ8gntpU
and the sequel: https://youtu.be/vG5nXRDATNI
the second one is the best. Watch them! lol
Are you attending 12 Step meetings? If so, do you have a sponsor? (Female is best – guys sponsoring gals usually ends badly). Contact numbers to call? I sobered up through AA 24 years ago and still attend meetings. Highly recommend it to others who are struggling.
Sending hugs from Canada. 
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Lol watch Dashiexp play Mario maker it will hook you…gamers talk ■■■■ while playing games dashiexp on mariomaker is a good intro to gamers…I thought it was dumb at first but its actually funny as ■■■■
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I’m fighting with alcohol too. It’s been almost eight months since I drank anything, but that’s mainly because the only two stores in town that sold beer both closed. I am starting to feel like I don’t need it any more. I know what you mean about that overwhelming sense of just being okay. I got that from alcohol too. Just remember how you would feel when you’re hung over and wondering what you did the night before.
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I’m not attending any meetings. I do feel like I need to. About a year ago I was debating either going to admit myself or go to rehab. I chose admitting myself, but I always wonder what rehab would do for me. I’m living with family that doesn’t know I have any of the problems I have… So once I get on my feet and move out I’ll probably need NA meetings…
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