I have an undiagnosed mental disorder that includes psychosis at times and depression at others.
Not schozophrenicbut have to take schizophrenic medication. Wish I hadn’t hit the pipe so hard back in 2001. Having psychotic thoughts is scary and ruined my future by having to take antipsychotics
You can’t have a good life on this garbage
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Crack is wack. I smoked it too.
Quitting crack was one of the best things I’ve done for myself. It helped change my life and being clean opened a whole new world for me. I’ve been to over a 1000 AA, CA, and NA meetings. About 999 of them were positive experiences. The way I was headed on crack, if I hadn’t got clean in 1990 I would probably be dead or seriously injured right now. I was lucky, I only got punched once in four years but I was threatened a lot, carjacked, kidnapped, strong-armed robbed and had a wine bottle broken over my head from behind. And all that was on a Wednesday a week after I took my first hit ever, lol.
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I think anyone who has smoked crack was never the same after. It destroyed my mind and my emotions in two weeks. They don’t say crack kills for nothing
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I smoked crack about 10 times. I was fine after doing it. I smoked K2 about 10 times. That stuff fried my mind.
And now I guess we have to learn to forgive ourselves for having a disorder.
Mine is of my own doing. I know I’d be fine if I hadn’t gotten mixed up in drugs as a teen
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I believe thsts where my problem comes from. I smoked synthetic marijuana for a year everyday back in high school
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yeah I found synthetic cannabinoids messed up my head more than crack ever did too. But then I didn’t smoke crack much so that could be it
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