Once upon a time I was the happiest person you could think of
Once upon a time I didn’t have pain
Once upon a time I hardly cried
Once upon a time I had the world at my fingertips
Once upon a time I not only liked myself I loved myself
Once upon a time I saw myself as beautiful
Then like sleeping beauty I woke up from my sleep
I woke up and became one of the sadist people I know
I woke up and felt not only the sting of reality but the pain, the anguish
I woke up and now the tears flow like rivers so often I often think I’ll be washed away with them
I woke up to find a nightmare, where the world had fallen away to show nothing left with not a single opportunity open to me
I woke up and found nothing to love in myself
I woke up and looked in the mirror, making excuses for the weight, not washing my face, brushing my teeth until I looked in the mirror and found nothing to admire