For anyone who gets sleep paralysis, do you ever feel the sensation like you are being dragged out of bed? Today was maybe the 3rd time I’ve experienced it. I feel like I was only half asleep. I felt the paralysis. I felt a presence near me. Then I felt myself get dragged out of bed and across the room. I was lying propped up against my desk and the drawer was slammed into my butt repeatedly. Then I felt like I was being molested after that. Then someone called me from outside and I sort of snapped back into my body and broke out of the weird trance state I was in. Maybe it was an OBE. Either way it was distressing, considering before that I had had a nightmare that a good friend of mine came over and also started molesting me and I was too sleepy to do anything to stop her, like I was drugged.
when I used to get sleep paralysis every night on my old med I would be hearing voices and I would get out of bed and close my door than be teleported back in bed and do the same thing over and over, sometimes I would be doing sexual stuff in a very homosecual way during this sleep paralysis and it was reoccurring I really used to hate it, I never really felt like I was being dragged out its just I would do stuff over and over and its like I would reset
Yeah sometimes I experience sexual things being done to me and I also hate it but I can’t move to stop it. I have been picked up and dragged around before. It is an incredibly bizarre experience.
focus on wiggling you fingers…then your hand… once you can move those shake your head back and forth… minus being interrupted by a 3rd party such as name call or being touched on the arm ect… shaking the head is the only way I could escape… ive never felt like I was being grabbed… I had one dropped the darkness they hide in and scream at me run at me and jump down my mouth into me like an evil cartoon… anyway after practicing with freeing my fingers arms ect… I can now break out of sleep paralysis… you can move you just don’t know you can…
I normally can break out very easily. This is a deeper form of it, where it’s like I am also half asleep and thus hallucinating very vividly, rather than fully conscious as I usually am, so it is difficult to use rational thought.
I couldn’t stop the throat jumper either… I understand what you mean… there seems to be multiple “levels” of difficulty… so what works regularly might not work at all if the level is much higher,… I can think of 3 times I couldn’t escape so easily… mind fracture night… the throat jumper…and the welcome to the universe visions… I could not break free I was a slave to the motions and had to watch or endure… oh and the looper false dreams… ive had 2 of those so… 5 times out of countless amounts… I wasn’t able to break away from it…
The last time this happened I felt myself being picked up and I was cradled in its arms like a baby. It was like to show me how powerless I was. After that pretty severe sexual abuse started. I was messed up for the rest of the day after waking up, this time wasn’t as bad but was still pretty distressing.
hey once… I fell asleep on the couch infront of the tv… I had a dream that I fell asleep in my bed and then had a dream within that dream of being abducted by aliens… they just popped through the wall and up we went… when I woke up my little one who had been in his crib in his own room… was laying in my arms like I had been walking with him and we were both in the spare bedrooms bed with no pillows or blankets in winter time with the window open… our clothes felt sticky with sweet like we had just lifted weights… it was truly an odd experience,
Ive heard this is common feeling among those who have sleep P… I have left my body but never experienced that part of this trick before… the point of the above story is another defense that works sometimes,think of anything else anything at all,.,
this subject is toxic… talking about it only seems to bring it about… how are we supposed to get better and heal if every whisper of it can potentially trigger it…
I know. I am already upset. I poured myself a drink.
im sorry… I will join you with sleep aid… I guess just don’t forget your not alone in this struggle and don’t delve too deep into the rabbit hole…happy hunting…and all that…
I had this tendency in my body that sth drags and twist my body and also like you, udesired sexual feelings, but after using pimozide for 2 months these feelings vanished, this was my most important step to the recovery.