I don’t blame you. It’s the worst disease you can have.
But I get transient self harm thoughts around this time of year. It could just be the changing of the seasons. Who knows.
Friday night here - but i will ring the mental health line, if my crisis plan goes out the window.
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My parents and brothers help me whenever I feel suicidal or when I want to stop my meds.
Im just worrying about my finances. againest my better judgement i lent money to someone, in the hope i could have a relationship with her. Were talking £1500.
And you know why cos at times, this crazy arsehole thinks hes an “angel” and thought i was “saving her”.
Ive got nobody to blame for my bad mental health but myself. Poor decision making.
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You are respected and worthy of life! Don’t ever let financial worries take your well being away.
You have come so far! This is just a bump in the road.
You’ll feel better after a good night’s sleep.
Don’t crave things bad for you! Everything is temporary both good and bad. Hold on and this will pass.
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I will manage. I should take more note of my tagline.
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Put on some podcasts about depression (or Other ) It made me feel like im less alone and got more informed.
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We all take our turn, bud. I felt like this the other night for a variety of reasons. It passes, trust me
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Ok. Good Idea i will have a look.
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Thanks Buddy. x
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Please hang in there @Naarai
I know that we don’t talk a lot to each other on here but you are a good guy.
Take care of yourself and don’t hesitate for a second to get the help that you need.
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Sending all the best your way buddy. You are a great guy - don’t forget that
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So FLAMING lonely. I sit here at times - and the delusion of the angels creep up. Its the one bloody thing i have no insight over. Bam - im down the rabbit hole.
Its like im constantly trying to earn my Angel Wings - in helping other people, usually involving my wallet. Yes i know that sounds naff - but thats the crappy delusion i have.
And it catches me out everytime. No wonder the ex-wife left me.
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Cheers Buddy x 151515115
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Hugs 
and tears 
with you mate. You’re a good dude. Cry it out.
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If she’s not into you the only thing money will do is make her “fake like” you. I had sex with a boyfriend in college to try to hold on to his love. It doesn’t work. He dumped me only after like 4 months.
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Its ok. I will have a little cry later. Feel a bit flat actually - its all im doing, managing not to be bloody daft. I hate hospitals - and im doing everything in my power to keep safe, and not ruddy go near one.
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That’s crappy you got taken advantage of. I went through a period like that myself, after I broke my neck. When it comes to money, close friends and family only, and even then proceed with caution at times. It can cause a lot of hard feelings
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A coworker borrowed $20 years ago. She has like a billion kids so I lent it. She never paid me back. It’s sad when you can’t pay $20 back.
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I lent 10 euros to another patient at the hospital I was at, before I realised that she’s always out of money, and that what little she has goes up in smoke, literally. She has to roll her own smokes because that’s all she can afford. And the nurses have to ration out the (rolled) cigarettes to her one at a time, or she would smoke them all in one go.
-Albert.
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