Yesterday my mom asked where am I going.
I said nothing, I stayed silent because I am tired of her questions, I am almost 23 and she still thinks I am 12, also, on Friday she and my other family members were bullying me (You’re nothing, without us you won’t be able to even buy a cigarette, you’re total 0…)
So I am really angry cause of these words.
So now she use silent treatment, because Oh no I didn’t tell her where I was going.
Enough. I am tired of my parents toxicity
Actually I worry a lot.
After my first psychosis I started hating my parents even more.
Idk how to cope with these negative emotions in me. 
I feel so angry sometimes
sorry to hear about that…do you think you’re stable? your mom just wanted to see if she could know so she wouldn’t worry probably? you sound a bit unstable to me is all…sorry.
I believe I am,
She actually asks me where I am going non stop. probably you didnt read the other part, where I explain why I didn’t answer to her.
I am literally angry cause of non stop emotional abuse I get from my parents.
ok. well, since you used to be psychotic, is why they probably ask all the time…I would see it as affection instead of getting angry…just the way I’m reading it…forgive me if I offend you.
It’s okay,
I know that these questions “where r u going” does not mean anything bad. 
maybe my english sometimes is simply not logical and understandable…
I’ve dealt with problems with respect and being at home.
I do not deal with people insulting me and calling me a zero. You may need to think long term, and apply for subsidized housing, or group homes, or some form of assisted living or something that they do for the mentally ill.
Check out this video by healthygamergg titled “Is It Toxic To Hold Your Parents Accountable?” on youtube. I do not recall if links to outside this website are allowed but thats the exact title, and the youtube account’s spelling is correct.
I am on second minute of the video now,
but it’s even now eye-opening in fact
I’m 35 and i still let my mom know where I’m going. Its a safety thing. I wouldnt be so harsh on ur parents. She’s 62 and she tells me where she’s going.
Umm, I wanted to say I didn’t answer because, on Friday, few days before my whole family were saying how stupid, how meaningless and in fact 0 as a person I am.
I simply was angry because of the things they said previously, that’s why I didn’t wanted to answer.
My mom also called me who** and bit** after I didn’t answer her where I am going.
I was not angry she asked where I am going… I am angry because on how she call me most of the time 
Long story… my family is very toxic that’s all.
can you live on your own? maybe get a room mate or something.? I’m sory she called you things.
right now no… 
I hope after studies, after few months I will manage to find and keep a job, and live somewhere else. FINALLY GRADUATING
Because now, (whole story) when my brother came back from Germany, things even got worse. They’re attacking me emotionally in every way they can.
Also, my mom said “You can li*k di** :D” IDK it’s kinda funny, she says nasty things often, but some are funnier than the others.
sounds like abuse…I am so sorry.
I know I was horribly abused physically when I was younger from my father also.
Like I said, my family is very toxic
sorry to hear that. I did a lot better for myself after I moved out…just try not to make them angry and then you don’t have to get angry then.
I’m sorry about the words you have to endure. Try not to take things personally because they don’t know better. Keep on doing your own thing and endure a bit till you’re out. It’s good you don’t attack back because that would probably worsen things.
Short answer no.
The issue is while you live with them you have to find a way to get on with them in some capacity.
With the put downs - that is just mean and cruel. I’m sorry they treated you like that.
It sounds like they are mocking you for not being fully independent while also treating you like a child. Quite contrary.
I would assume they are emotionally immature and maybe don’t understand their parental roles in how to give support properly.
It always worsen things if I attack them back I have short temper, so it’s actually very hard to pretend they’re not hurting me.
Worse part is gashlight a lot… Sometimes I am totally confused on who I am overall.
And they use that… they do something bad and then pretend nothing hapenned. Like it’s all my fault.
one of the therapists I visited said the same thing - like my parents are sending totally mixed signals.
One day it seems they love me, the other one - they hate me.
One day they feel like I am an grown up, the other - kid.
In fact, they gave me mixed feelings about myself from my childhood. Sometimes they said I am smart as a president, the other day no talent, stupid kid and etc etc.
I felt very lost while growing up… I didn’t managed to understand I am simply a normal kid. They never were truly honest. Mother most of the time was buying me lots of unnecesary stuff and spoiling me materially, while father abused me, but… overall, emotionally both they abused me.
Like I said they gashlighted so much, that even know I feel lost on who I am overall.
Childhood : One day I felt like a princess, the other day my father beats my mom and me altogether.
Well all I can say is just that you keep your hopes up and don’t let their shenanigans get to you. Your mental health needs the sanity. Be gentle with yourself and know that it would be over soon, eventually.