I really getting the urges recently to smoke weed again. I’ve been diagnosed with schizophrenia about 4-5 months ago. I had the voices in my head, voice alterations, thinking people can read my minds the whole lot (stayed in a mental institution for a few days). It was horrible when I had the voices for a few months. I have gotten way better than before with barley hearing voices now but still suffer the negative symptoms of schizophrenia and depression. I really want to smoke weed and escape reality again. Is it worth the risk? Would the voices come back?