Our past was horrible. I was mainly addicted to weed because of him. Also, for the first and the last time I tried meth with him. After that huge dose of meth he gave me, I went to full blown psychosis.
He also said thousands of rude things to me, and lies to my parents, that he never gave me any drugs.
He is drug addict, while he is sober… he is not that bad. He was kinda nice as a teen, but now… probably the only real enemy I have.
As you can understand, he has bad motives. Overal, I have this idea, that it’s because he either was jealous from the day I was born, or the reasons could be worse, which I don’t want to share here.
Why I ask… I know the best thing is to stay away as far as possible from him, but somewhere deeply I worry about him. The doses of drugs he is using are very high, and there is possibility he soon will be not on this earth. I don’t know what to do…
right now I block him in every possible ways on social media, and try to avoid contact in real life.
What’s your advice?
probably the best thing to do is to actually avoid him further…
But like I said the fear I have is… that one day, and sooner or later he will die, probably because of overdose or worse… I overthink if I won’t have regrets to not talking to him or that I didn’t spend enough time with him, actually.
Overall he is very messed up as a person. He argues with whole family and makes the environment horrible in our home.
Sometimes he does not let me sleep, and I believe he is doing it on the purpose. (Loud music, talking on a phone at 03:00).
Somewhere deeply in my heart I just feel worried about him.
I have an older sister I don’t talk to that often.
She has a habit of talking over and right through you. Every conversation is one-way…her way. She’s very frustrating to be around so I limit my time with her.
But she is family and I love her. So I can understand where you’re coming from.
saddest part is what hard street drugs does to a person. As a teenager he was warm as a persona and a fine guy. Very handsome one…
Now, as he is 34, don’t have a wife (she left him), don’t have home (he lost it), and is very egoistic and aggresive. It’s freaking sad that in my memory he is still… a very different one
