thx to a lot of encouraging words Ive got on here, i havent missed a single class this week!
im about to have a 9:00 class soon. im really happy that ive been able to get up on time and prepare to go to school. im no longer experiencing mental paralysis anymore when i try to do things, which is super good^^
i feel really safe and stable in my mental state of mind recently. but i definitely wont push myself too hard and will try to move at a maintainable pace so i can finish this semester!
im also starting a new part time job next month that ive wanted to get since high school.
im on zyprexa for the most part, and a few others i cant remember the names right now.
in terms of what helps, um…i would say the meds just do their part by making me more numb to a lot of things, like the inability to cry and make me sort of depressed looking for the most part. which are things that i dont like but it at least gets me through the day.
i think what really helped me was going to bed early so i could wake up at a appropriate time every morning. and exercise. but those are mostly just personal hacks i found useful for me lol
it went well. i finished early and was confident about my answers. After that I went to go watch a few senior students graduation thesis presentations at my school. everything went well, but the teacher that i had a “crush” on is now moving back to the US…so kinda bummed lol but im more looking forward to my next semester with a new teacher so, not as bummed anymore lolol
