But as far as meaningless experiences go it’s a pretty good one.
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Yeah… atleast a hug afterwords and kind words helps
I have nothing to compare it too, as I have never been in love with a romantic partner, and I am 33
The only sex I have ever had has been one night stands. Nothing more than that.
Guess I am just not right for other people, but these days I am pretty used to being outcasted from my peers and rejected by the local community.
Was thinking of moving, as if I lived in a city I might be able to meet new people, but my family is here
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33 is Young! From your posts you seem to be intelligent, interesting, so very right for your special someone out there.
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Thanks @Schizoid1
Doesn’t feel like it sometimes.
Unfortunately I am damaged goods, so not sure I share your confidence!
Need to get out there more, but I have been accustomed to my own company, and relative isolation except for support from family.
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Awww all humans are damaged goods. But I respect what you say. I can’t imagine being with someone right now either. Have been without for 3 years.
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The problem is I also have Autism, and I get no support at all to help me manage relationships better.
I was undiagnosed until last year, and my personal friendships etc have been absolutely wrecked my entire life by this, and no one growing up even thought about this stuff at the time.
It gives me great anxieties, and I struggle a lot to have the energy to sustain any meaningful relationship.
My historical choice of friends scares me into drawing a line under even trying to re-connect.
I was treated really badly, and I can only see that now with retrospect - with a clearer understanding of how I was exploited due to my social naivety
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Masturbation is meaningless?
I’ve wasted my life!!!
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Wow, I’m so sorry you went through that. Shame on those people for exploiting your naivete. But like I said, 33 is young. Some posters on here are older and have regrets. You have your life ahead of you. But I’m glad you have a supportive family.
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Laughing out loud
I have had meaningless sex. Sometimes, it was exhilarating! Sometimes, it was boring! Sex is sports to some. Sex is fun for some. Sex is violence for some. Sex is for it’s worth has no meaning for me anymore. Sex is not love. Sex is just an outlet to feel temporarily wanted then wasted. The last time I had sex I wanted to vomit. The man was too repulsive and disgusting. He wanted me to put out. He was revolting. I was not interested. And, I’m still not interested. So, no more sex is a good plan. And, I feel fine!
Not sure what that’s supposed to mean but given the context, probably something unpleasant.
put out- means to have intercourse, bleh!
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Oh okay. Pardon my ignorance when it comes to idioms. I’m not a native speaker. I only know “to put out a fire” that’s why I was confused 
@77nick77 what about sex without consent? You forgot that. Could be a life wrecking experience.
I’m like you @Joker. In the way that I’ve been outcasted by my whole community, city, country, world even. So, I just stick to myself, alone, in my apartment. Only regularly speaking to those who are paid to speak to me, irl.
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I think I upset my treatment team before Easter as that’s what I told them
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That’s a gross exaggeration. I’m sure you still have relatives or friends who want to hear from you.
What a post. On Easter weekend.
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Im asexual. Which just means i dont look at others think oh yeah id do them. But i have had a lot of sex and with a wide variety of people male and femaletrans and cis. I never really enjoy the casual sex. I dont know why i did it when i was younger. Ive been woth my fiance for 4 years and its so much better when it does happen. I rarely want it
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Love is a stretch for anything to me.