Why there is nothing on web about Unusual Beliefs on secrets of Schizophrenia.
Other than all the genomes and genetics ,
we are just thinking out side the box.
It made me think inside the box.
What does cause schizophrenia ?
Now songs that I listen are connecting,
" I knew you were
You were gonna come to me
And here you are
But you better choose carefully
'Cause I, I’m capable of anything
Of anything and everything "
“So you wanna play with magic?
Boy, you should know what you’re fallin’ for
Baby, do you dare to do this?”
They make sense some times and this time is strong,
I feel I am perfectly positioned with time.
I feel always talk to this voices and I feel good so much it makes me special.
The whole population does things to be happy and satisfied, I am just seated and typing,
And going high and I take medication not to go high.
Magical thinking is a cruel thing for those with sz. It’s nice to feel special. It really is but it’s all smoke and mirrors to me. There’s nothing mystical or magical about it. It’s just brain chemistry gone wrong. It doesn’t make it any easier but getting onto the old website years ago kinda helped me see the way…
I wasn’t that special and I wasn’t the only one to have experienced magical type things.
Might explain some things. Keep an eye on your behavior and thoughts. If your feeling elevated then tell your doc…changing things can be a delicate process.
It can be tough changing things. IF your feeling out of control then talk to your doctor. Losing your job is losing function and that is a sign to seek professional help. I’m sorry you lost your job. Get stable then sort that stuff out…but you need to get stable first.
Yeah it’s hard. There’ll be other jobs and I wouldn’t disclose either. First things first is get stable and I’d imagine it would be a bit of a change from shot to pill. It happens.
The lunatic is on the grass
The lunatic is on the grass
Remembering games
And daisy chains and laughs
Got to keep the loonies on the path
The lunatic is in the hall
The lunatics are in my hall
The paper holds their folded faces to the floor
And every day the paper boy brings more
And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
And if there is no room upon the hill
And if your head explodes with dark forebodings too
I’ll see you on the dark side of the moon
The lunatic is in my head
The lunatic is in my head
You raise the blade
You make the change
You rearrange me 'till I’m sane
You lock the door
And throw away the key
And there’s someone in my head, but it’s not me
And if the cloud bursts thunder in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear
And if the band you’re in starts playing different tunes
I’ll see you on the dark side of the moon
This isn’t helpful, but even after being relatively stable for a good six months now, I still have the belief there is more to the world than appears. However there is no emotional attachment to the idea, so I don’t dwell on it.
I had missed this feeling for almost a year,